The One That Got Away

Happy New Year (Final Chapter)

Going to a club wasn't really my idea of fun. I seriously just wanted to be alone but I couldn't let them down especially because I had already told Junhong I'd be going. I was actually thinking about telling him that I'd meet him there but I'm not so sure it's a good idea to go by myself. I know I'd chicken out last minute.

*VRRR VRRR VRRR*

It's Yoongi.

"Hello?"

"Hey Minji. What's up? You still in Seoul?"

"Yeah. For the time being. What's up?"

"Nothing much just hanging out. What're you doing? Any plans for tonight?"

"I'm kind of going back and forth. Junhong invited me to celebrate with him and his members but I'm not so big on clubs. What about you?"

"Eh. Just a little house party. You and Zelo back together?"

"No, We're friends. But I think maybe I should give him another chance. I'm just not sure, I have a lot of emotions going on."

"Is it because of Namjoon?"

I sighed.

"You heard what happened didn't you?"

"About what?"

"Mmm. Well...I don't think I'm the person who should tell you."

"What do you mean? What happened?"

I was really curious now.

"Why don't you come kick it with us tonight?"

"But how? I can't just ditch Junhong. I gave him my word"

"Tell him something came up."

"Nah. I can't do that, I'd be lying. Besides, I'm leaving tomorrow."

"What? Why so soon?"

"I need to enroll for my upcoming semester. So I can't stay any longer."

"What time are you leaving then? We'll meet you there, although it kinda sucks we didn't get to hang out much. You gonna come back to visit?"

"I don't know...To be honest, I don't think I'll be very welcomed here...at least not anymore."

"That bad?"

"I'd say so. I just feel like maybe I should move forward and never look back but if you're ever in England, feel free to look me up."

"You know I will. Well alright. Let me know if you're gonna come alright? Come after midnight we'll still be up, At least stop by and wish us a Happy New Year."

"I guess I could do that. I'll text you"

"Alright cool. Be careful and I'll see ya later"

"okay. Bye"

-Click-
Should I go? I mean what if Namjoon shows up unexpectedly? What if he brings his new wife too then I'll be embarrassed and feel like such an idiot. I'll wanna leave ASAP and it'll be rude to just show up and leave quickly. I just wouldn't be able to be there with the newly wed couple...Yet again. I guess seeing that would make my silly illusion of Namjoon go away. I have to face the music, Namjoon is happily married to my sister his first and only love. They'll live happily ever after and have kids while I will live the lonely life of a Doctor in England still loving someone I can't and never could have...Even if Junhong and I did end up together, I could never love him the way I loved Namjoon. My love for Namjoon was special and sadly, Junhong isn't as meaningful to me as he was...

I took a deep breath and went shopping. This is seriously a pain in the ass.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Himchan: Well, look at you, looking all nice and handsome.