"No"

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Aubry's POV

"No."

Every thing has stopped. Every movement, every insect, but especially my heart. This is girl that I have been in love with since the start does not feel the same way about me. How could I have been so blind of my imagination to think that it could ever work between me and Jordan. She is my best friends sister and that is the way it is suppose to be. I forgot I was even still in the room with these people.

"Well at least you got the truth, both of you should be getting home soon. You do not want your parents to come track you down."

I smiled and laughed a little to keep from flipping shit and go on a raging massacre.

"Yea we should. Alice I will meet you at home, I'm suppose to be staying that night at jess'. Cover for me? You can not say no either after tonight."

Jordan sounded like she was lying right through her teeth. I just looked as Alice watched us both before deciding to get up say her goodbyes and leave with Jordan.
As soon as I shut the front door, I collapsed on the ground. I tried to tell myself 'no just stand up. It is not the end of the world Aubry' but I couldn't even lie to myself. Jordan was my world, I fell in love with her ever so slowly, I am in to deep just to 'forget'. I just lay there weeping to an empty house. Until I heard a knock, I recognize that knock any where. My heart drops as I force myself to get up off the ground.

I walk up to the door as my heart beats a mile a minute, I look outside and it was raining, then I see a tall figure standing there. I don't want to open the door, I know exactly who it is. I just decided to walk away from the door and put music on shuffle blasted.

Kiss me by Ed sheeran was playing before I heard a loud bang from the door. I decided to open it even if looking at her killed me. I slowly open the door, and standing in front of me was non other than Jordan. The girl that has broken my heart less than 15 minutes ago, but she wasn't with Alice this time.

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"What do you want"

There was a long silent pause before she came in and kissed me ever so passionately. Our lips soon synched together and everything was electrified. Our tongues soon begin to dance with one another. She put her hands on my hips and I grabbed her hair and forced her closer so me, I wanted to feel her whole body. Her lips curved into a smile as we stood there kissing while Ed sheeran plays in the background and slight trickles of rain hit the roof, making every little splash sound like a penny dropping in an empty room. I want this moment to last forever but sadly like all great things it ends. Ariana grande song "a little bit of your heart" begins to play in the background, I completely forgot I had my iPod on shuffle.

"Why did you kiss me, you don't even like me?"

I tried to give in attitude even though I was erupting like a volcanoes inside. Every part of me was smiling except my face. Hopefully Jordan could not tell.

"You are right. I don't like you, I love you. I've been in love with you as long as I could remember. I need you because I love you. When we were kids, when I use to throw dog shit at you it was my way of saying "HEY I LOVE YOU, LOVE ME BACK".

I giggled remembering how much dog shit she actually threw at me, I spent a good month in therapy because of that. I push that thought away and just focus on what she actually said. She loves me, wait let me rephrase she's IN LOVE with me. There is a big difference between the two.

"I'm in love with you too"

"Haha yea I know. You always use to steal my bras after my shower just so I could chase you without a bra. There was always little person saying "SHES GAY BUT STILL CHASE HER BECAUSE YOU LOVE HER"

We both begin to bust out into laughter. I did steal her bra a lot, I still do but not as often xD. Jordan and i walk into the living room and sit on the couch and just cuddle thinking silently. We soon begin a conversation about the little things we noticed about each other being gay. Every thing we said ended in laughter and began in laughter. I feel free when I am with Jordan, I feel as if I could not be get by anything. I always felt that way ever since we were kids. If there was thunder, Jordan was there to hold me as I went to sleep. I just never noticed what she really meant me. Even though I love Jordan a lot, I just can not get one person out of my head.

Alice

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The song I used in this chapter is
Kiss me~ Ed sheeran
A little bit of your heart~ariana G.
Butterflies~ lucy spraggan
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