Escaping Blaze

The story

Sitting in this room surrounded by white walls.

All alone in this world with no one to call.

This jacket do snug,

This jacket so tight.

This all started because of some dumb fight.

Me and my mom weren't the best of friends,

She was mean to me so her life had to end.

So now I'm sitting in this room surroundedv by white walls all alone in this world with no one to call.

The reason

I told my mom that I was finally in love,

That this guy was the one sent from heaven above.

She told me that he only wanted me for my body,

That he was just with me because I'm sort of a hottie.

I didn't believe her because that was a lie.

He was amazing and a wonderful guy.

So I had to leave and get out of this place.

She started yelling and got in my face.

We got in a fight and I had enough,

So I stabbed her with a knife, I didn't even bluff.

Caught

Sooner than later the cops arrived.

I had no where to go and no where to hide,

No where to go and out of time.

So I picked up a gun and blew my mind.

But I guess I missed and lost my train of thought,

Little did I know I had already been caught.

Waking Up

I woke up on a hospital bed.

Sitting in this blank room and all the doctor said,

Was how stupid he thought I was for trying to die.

He didn't even care that I was beginning to cry.

So I laid there and pretended to be sleeping

But when he left I was silently weeping.

Day One

I found my self in this so called "home",

All by my self, and missing my phone.

The only things around me were the clothes on my back.

Which are ugly and white and make me want to yak.

This room looks like a little bitty house.

It's so quiet like a little bitty mouse.

The quiet makes me angry and very upset.

There are many people which I have not met.

I'm going to go so I can meet these girls.

Maybe they'll know how to show me their world.

Scarlet

The first girl I met was a girl named Scarlet.

She was beautiful and the prettiest girl I've ever met.

She was nice and kind, I wonder why she's here.

The first thing I noticed was the scar on her ear.

Next thing I noticed was her amazing red hair.

It was curly and wavy and flowed everywhere.

I wasn't expecting it when she came up and said "hi".

I didn't know what to say, she was staring at my eyes.

It took me a minute but I eventually said hello.

She smiled and winked she said she'd show me where to go.

The Closet

She grabbed my hand and led me down the hall.

She took me to a place that wasn't for all.

She said it was her place where she liked to go.

She told me I was the first person that she'd ever shown.

She told me I was special that I was someone different.

She said to keep quiet that this was our secret.

We were on the roof of this big building.

The whole time she looked at me she couldn't stop smiling.

One talk

Talking to her was the easiest thing ever.

She was smart and seemed to be clever.

I wanted to know everything about her.

But I knew one thing and one thing for sure.

I wanted to know the reason she was here.

The reason that we were so close and near.

But I wanted her to tell me all on her own.

So I told her the story of my wonderful home.

I told her a lot that she didn't wanna hear.

Like my addiction to sex, cheap wine and beer.

I told her about the man that stole my virginity.

I told her many stories but asked for no pity.

I told her about the time I shoplifted.

I told her about the time I met the guy that was sexually gifted.

I told her about how amazing my boyfriend is,

I told her my heart will forever be his.

But when I said that she looked upset.

She looked like she was about to have a fit.

She told me she thought I said I was single.

I replied with "no I said I was ready to mingle"

"What is that suppossed to mean?" was all she could say.

So she looked at me and said "You can no longer stay!"

That was the last talk that scarlet had ever said.