The guy that I had for almost half of my classes was named Isaias. I thought it was a weird name because I never heard a name like that, I only heard Isaiah. I started talking to him as days passed because I barely had any friends in my classes and he was... well let's say very interesting. He was hilarious, weird, funny, crazy, always a kind of happy guy. I had never seen him sad. Weeks passed, me & him well....we became the bestest of friends. It's like if we were best friends since we were little cause he would tell me everything & so would I, I would sing randomly when we were in class, he would write so slow in class that I had to get behind just for him to finish up, and we would talk everyday. Then when me and him were best friends he introduced me to some of his friends, like in second period. He introduced me to Matthew, I knew Matthew a little bit the past year because he was my best friends twin, Katie. When all three of us started talking in that class it was like nobody could separate "The three amigos", we were the most craziest people in that class because rarely anybody in that class talked like seriously it was dead silence... but us "three amigos" were the loudest people in there. Fifth period, well let's say I didn't talk to him as much because this girl that sat next to him named "Aliyah" would always talk to him so I never had the chance to talk to him with her in there, so I rarely spoke in that class. The last class we have together is a elective so I would always see him, he was in the very front of the class drawing while I, in the very back of the class drawing & talking to the two friends I loved the most, Teresa & Victoria. They made me forget to talk to him because I would be so busy talking, drawing, laughing with them. By the end of the day, I was very tired because that day was too exhausting for me. While walking, I see Isaias walking a little further behind me and I wanted to go talk to him, but I just kept walking.
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A month has passed by, me & Isaias had made so much hilarious, crazy, memories. I started to think more often of him, I would talk to him more, see him more. It took me a few days for me to realize that I, me, myself was starting to like him. I was afraid because I had gotten hurt too many times, I didn't wanna get hurt again, I didn't wanna like anybody again, I didn't want to fall in love with a guy that I thought was only gonna be my best friend. When I knew I liked him, I accepted it because I knew he was the only guy I actually trusted. Then, when we would talk like nornal best friends, I had butterflies in my stomach, I would act so weird and shy around him, I would not look him straight in the eye no more, but he knew I wasn't acting my normal self, he knew this wasn't the real me he knew and he thought I just had some isssues at home. Days passed by and I had told my friend that I liked him, she couldn't believe it at first because she knew we were like best friends, she knew that me and him would act so weird around each other. She kept the secret I told her, I told nobody else, but her because she was just begging me to tell her who I liked.
One day she says "Maria I'm going to tell him that you like him."
I said "Nooo don't, it's just gonna ruin our friendship"!
"Don't worry, I'm like cupid, nothing bad happens.
"Aha, yeah sureee! I've seen movies before & there no longer best friends, there just strangers with memories"
"Maria!!! First of all, you watch way too many movies and second of all, like I said don't worry I got this on control."
"Fine, but if you ruin our frienship I..I am never going to talk to you again!"
"Maria.... wait what?! You can't do that".
"Only if I have too, i'm sorry, but he means alot to me & I just don't wanna ruin our relationship... I..I mean our friendship."
"You know you can't do it because of what you just said, you do wanna be with him!"
"Shut up, okay I won't do it & I really like him, like alot..."
"I know Maria, that's why i'm going to tell him for you, sorry but I have to, I know you really like him, like anybody before".
I was speechless... she knew that I really liked him, she knows I want to be with him so badly, but what if me & him don't talk anymore... Ugghhhhh! ...... but what if he had the same feelings for me .
