I know....

Look people,

I talked to my mom and sister about how I feel uncomfortable or afraid to open up and go do social things cuz I'm scared of being taken the wrong way or being judged. They said they'd try and help me know and understand what and why this is going on and help me get help I am comfortable with. I told my sister more than my mom cuz I know she would understand better than my mom. But anyways I told my sister there only are 2 friends I actually told about how I used to think about suicide and cutting. I still have those thoughts in the back of my mind but not too horribly. Shakira if ur reading this you know who these people are Tyrin and Selena. I didn't straight out tell Tyrin but hinted at it. He kinda like knew what I was sayin and just basically told me he is here for me and that if I need a hug he'd be there. But Shakira now u know 2 sorry it came out like this but hopefully you'll just be quiet about it. And I thank you if you have I just don't want a lot of people knowing.

Sincerely yours, Claire.