Why is it when you think every thing in life is right you get lost again and have no way to get out of the dizzying maze your mind makes up
Why does everything get so messed up when your just trying to get a breath of fresh air in a storm of unrest and unease
Why do You feel like you are trapped on a rickety sail boat in the middle of a hurricane when you try to make sense Of the past
Why is the loneliness of life always biting at your heals as you try to get away
And you wonder what you ever did to deserve any of the things u have to deal with
Why do we have to suck it up and do it anyway
Why can't it all end and you can be away from it all
Why Is the world so cruel to those who try to be good . Why does it cripple you when you finally feel strong again
Why can't you just be free from the pain ?
Is it truly the only difference between life and death or something more
When will the storms stop and leave you to pick up the broken pieces of your heart and soul
Why Does it have to always bring you down
When will I be free
How much more do I have to give to a world that doesn't want me
Why can't I sink in to the oblivion of death when life gets too hard and I know it will only get harder
Why am I tested this much when I'm fighting tooth and nail to crawl of of the hole of my mistakes
Why do I always notice to late to do anything
Why can't I be normal and not be hiding from shadows of the past
I wonder if the pain will fade or will it just be another thing to carry on top of the weight of the world
