After 8 years of friendship, love and trust. That day came.. the day I didn't want to come.
Since we met I was afraid of losing him but it did happened.
We were playing in front of my house and suddenly he stopped and said :
"Lili! Lili! Look who came!!!!!
"Who ?
"Dima is here"
A big smile appeared on his face while screaming :
"Dima, i miss youuuuu girl"
*I was confused .. who is that girl*
"Jungkoooook, I miss you soulmate" replied this girl who is called Dima
Wait what ? She was running to hug him.. yes she did and he putted his hands around her waist
Hell no !!!! How could he do that !
And they just left me and went to play together; he didn't even tell me who is that girl
I felt so bad so I went to the tree house that we built together and started crying ;
how could he hug her ? Why he left me to go play with her ? I thought I was his bestie, his love, his soulmate ! But she just called him soulmate ??? Am I not important anymore for him ? He is my everything but does he has another girl ?
After crying for hours and talking with myself like a crazy girl, I saw him coming to me :
"Lili are you crying ? What happened!
"I'm not crying, I am okay !
*awkward silence
"But you're ...
"I told you I'm fine.. who is that girl ?
"Oh Dima .. this girl used to come every week to our home before we moved in here with her family, they were my parents old friends. Once she was so sad but she didn't tell me why and she promised me that she'll love me forever but since that day she didn't come back ... I was waiting for her for a loooong time and today she was out to hangout with her dog and I saw her finally.
"Good for you." That's what I said trying not to show him how sad I was.
"But now she moved in here and she'll be our partner , right lili ?
"Yes."
Since that day, I thought the three of us will be friends but they left me alone, everyday they ignored me and kept on staying together
I missed our hugs, our kisses, everything..
3 months later, 3 months of being ignored, heartbroken and sad, my 9th birthday came finally.
I'll be 9 years old! I grew up quickly. The most thing I was thinking about it : will he come, will he bring a gift for me as he used to ? Idk we'll see.
It was 9 am. I woke up half excited for my birthday and half nervous thinking about jungkook hopefully he'll be here. I spent all the day waiting for him while my parents were preparing for my party.
It's about to begin. It was 4 pm; the guests started coming but he didn't ..
5pm.. 6pm.. and I'm still waiting for him.
"Lili baby ! We should celebrate.. i must bring the cake, our guests will go home soon"
"Mom pleaseeee! Let's wait for him; I'm sure jungkook will come maybe he's .. ah idk but he'll come for sure..
"Honey, don't be sad but he's not coming he used to be the first one to celebrate your bday but he didn't come maybe he's busy today, come on baby"
"Ah ..okay mom.."
I've never thought I will be that sad in that day but I was. We started cutting the cake and everyone started dancing and having fun, except me.
I decided to find him so i went outside and suddenly heard some giggles coming from the tree house. Brah! I wished that I didn't go there.
I saw them kissing! That was enough to kill me. He used to only kiss me.. but why ? Did he love her more? Or maybe because I'm 9 yo and she was 12 like him! I guess so; she was older than me and her body was better that mine yes ! But we were soulmates ? And this tree house was full of our memories..
"I hate you !! " That's what I could say and run crying to my home.
And since that day we moved to another city just to get away from them.. to get away from sadness, from being broken..
