Secrets

Chapter 3: Miya its ok

I looked over at Miya she was so pretty but her makeup was all over he cheeks I pulled my sleeves down and tried to wipe some of it off
"Thanks." she smiles
"No problem." I said
"I'm not ready for this at all." she whispers
"You'll do fine."
" Hopefully." I smile at her I'm scared to even though I'm not showing it I try to stay calm with situations like this.
"Hi" says a tall skinny man waking into the room he had dark hair and a Bears he looked to be in his 30's he had a low deep voice and was wearing a AC/DC shirt and regular blue jeans.
"Hello." everyone said back.
"So today we are all here for us all to relate to one another for self harm and depression."
I look at Miya she's looking down about to cry I lean over to her
"It's ok Miya if u need to cry out your head on my shoulder ok it'll be ok."
she just shook her head ok.
"We are all gonna take turns talking about the first time we self harmed or found out we had depression I know this can be over whelming so there is gonna be a box of Kleenex on the back table and if you need to cry we are here to help not judge ok." He smiles and starts by pointing in the corner where a group of girls are and asks them one by one to tell there stories as they did I noticed Miya getting really tense like she didn't wanna talk or do anything.
"Ok now let's start over here." the man says pointing in my direction. I give him a look asking if he meant me he nodded as I stood up
"Um I'm Kyle I'm 17 I first started cutting when I was 13 and it continued on till I was about 15 then my mom found out and I went to therapy and there is something I will never forget my therapist say she said well Kyle maybe life isn't for everyone after that I was diagnosed with major depression and I started to cut again um, I've been 3 months clean so I'm doing good I guess." I smile and return to my seat. I raise my hand
"Yes?" He says
"What's your name?" I ask
"Chadwick but chad for short." he smiles and I nod it was Miya's turn she asked if she could be skipped but chad said no.
"May I stay seated?" She asked
"Of course" said chad.
"So I'm Miya I'm 15 um I started cutting because my friend had done it and I wanted to see how it felt so at first I cut my Arm instead of my wrist because I didn't think it would hurt as bad but as time went on and life got harder and I continued to cut I started cutting my wrist um I ended up in the hospital because I lost about a person my if blood one time and I passed out there I was diagnosed with major depression and um I still cut I still have scars and I don't ever see my self stopping until the late future so yea." Miya was trying hard to not cry she Kate's her head in my shoulder and Chad said
"Well were are here to try to help you so you can stop soon."
"I've heard it all this is not gonna help me stop just wanted to throw that out there."she blew air in her cheeks and looked down at her hands I think me and her are gonna be good friends

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I'm sorry this chapter is so short just khappens Thx for reading
Xoxo Rachael