"Tell me this is just a dream, 'cause I'm really not fine at all " - 5 Seconds of Summer
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Two days went by a lot quicker than the five guys wished for. They were all currently sitting in their hotel rooms waiting to get a call. Hoping everything would be canceled, they all wished this was just some painful dream. But sadly, it wasn't, but they all wished it was, Louis was on his android, his thumbs hovering the keyboard.
Louis then began typing.
Louis_Tomlinson: Always in my heart @Harry_Styles , yours truly, Louis
Louis hoped Harry would see the message before Modest! would, his phone kept beeping knowing the fans saw it. Louis heard some footsteps and he became nervous of who it could be. When he saw Harry running to him he smiled widely and Harry hugged him tightly. Louis closed his eyes shut hugging him back, Louis played with Harry's curls. Harry had closed his eyes loving how Louis always knew how to soothe him and make him feel better.
Harry wonders what would've happened if Louis and him hadn't met in the bathroom, what if Harry hadn't fallen for him. Dam'n him for liking Louis, dam'n him for going to the bathroom that day, dam'n him for getting himself in this mess, dam'n him for falling for Louis, dam'n him for being so close to Louis, dam'n him for having that speacial frienship before, dam'n him for meeting Louis before anyone else. Of course Harry didn't mean any of that. He loves that he met Louis and had became friends with him and then more. He doesn't regret a single thing he's just so upset and so overwhelmed.
"Haz, you okay?" Louis asks seeing his Harry seeming so quiet and wasn't moving as much as before and Louis looked at him.
"Um yeah," Harry said quietly.
"T-thank you Louis..." Harry whispered.
"For what?" Louis asked and played with Harry's curls with both of his hands.
"For the tweet, and everything" Harry then stopped whispering to Louis.
"It's fine babe, you're welcome" Louis kisses the top of Harry's head and Harry smiled.
They stayed watching T.V and cuddling until they get the dreading phone call.
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"Lou, I'm nervous..." Harry whispered making sure none of the Modest! team heard and Louis rubs Harry's knuckles.
"We'll be fine, Harry" Zayn smiles reassuringly at the both of them.
They both nervously smile back.
The door slowly opens and Harry stiffens staying still and everyone slowly turns around and he does too. Everyone landed eyes on a slim girl with dark brown hair and hazel eyes. She was beautiful, Harry had thought and his chest started to hurt, but of course she would be pretty. They had to get someone good looking for Louis and for the public... Harry thought.
"Louis, boys, meet Eleanor, she's going to be with us for awhile. She's a model, and she'll be Louis' girlfr-" Before the main man could finish Harry got up and quickly walked out the room, his jaw clenched.
He took deep breaths trying to sort everything out in his head.
"Harry! Harry wait! I'm sorry, okay?!" Louis calls out and Harry turns around.
"I hope the best for you two." Harry said and wiped his cheeks with his sleeve hoping not to cry again more than he has.
Everything is falling apart for the two of them, and it's just the start of it.
"Haz, baby-" Harry cuts him off, his chest hurting because of the petnames and nicknames that Louis always calls him.
"Now I'm sorry Louis, we're brea-" Before Harry could finish those painful amd heartbreaking words. He gets cutted off by a door opening and a voice.
"Lads, we need to get back inside, everyone's waiting for us." Liam says.
Harry glances one more time at Louis but walks away going into the room.
Louis sighs, "Alright."
Liam and Louis walk to the conference room everyone looked at them or took a glance at them, even Harry.
"Now let's get started, shall we?" The main man rubbed his palms together.
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After discussing everything everyone went back to their homes or hotel room. Everyone was too upset to start a conversation, Harry didn't sit by Louis. Louis was hurt and confused, Harry always sat by Louis, in the car, van, interviews, heck, he even stands by him in concerts and pictures together. But not now... it hurt Louis, Harry asked if he could sleep with Niall that night. Louis was alone and confused, he didn't want to do this, but he had to. It's not like they had to avoid eachother or pretend they don't exsist.
The next day Louis tried talking to Harry, Harry ignored him, today was the day Louis was going to admit the 'truth'.
"Liam, I'm scared, I don't want to lie to the fans and hurt Harry. I don't want to do this, my stomach hurts, I can't Liam!" Louis rambled and Liam couldn't cut him off but tried calming Louis down.
"Harry's mad at me, and-and I just don't know what to do! Mum or my sisters don't know and it's all so hetic..." Louis sighs.
"Relax Louis, the talk will be fine, you and Harry will be fine, it will all be fine."
"Promise?" Louis asked quietly.
"I can't promise it now, but in the future it will be better." Liam smiles softly at Louis.
"O-Okay, I guess I'm ready to tell everyone..." Louis says then blows out a puff of air because he was already lying.
When Louis confirmed he was 'secretly' dating Eleanor and that the pictures were 'true' since the press to pictures yeaterday. When Louis confirmed it Harry walked off, Harry thought he was being a baby. He just couldn't handle that his boyfriend was going to be with someone else. Someone prettier, better, sweeter, someone who people will accept with Louis. Harry ignored Louis because he needed time, time to think all of this mess over.
Harry excused himself saying he had to use the loo and walked off. Controlling his breathing hoping that everything would actually be alright and people weren't lying.
Louis saw Harry walk off when he confirmed it in the interview.
"I'm sorry, Harry."
