Love?, pathetic, i am a Bad-ass secretly

Chapter 1

"Kathlin, get out of here!" My mommy yelled to me

I listen to her command and ran out of the house, tears were blurring my vision as i ran out of the burning building. I collapsed to my knee and watch the house burned to itself, my parents are dying in there and i can't do anything to help them, it was all my fault, it was all my fault i ranted in my head.

I was tired and exhausted from all those smoke coming out of the house, the whole neighbourhood was watching the house burned and i heard sirens coming this way as it got closer.

when they reach all the firemen were trying to less the fire and the paramedics came rushing to me as my vision was blurry and i felt a sudden nausea hit me, my eyelid was slowly closing as i collapsed on the ground and everything went black.

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Beep. Beep. Beep. Beep.

i woke up by the sudden and annoying noise, i open my eyes but suddenly closed it back by the bright lights. I tried to open it again and this time slowly. I took in everything i see, i guess i am in a hospital cause all i see was white and smell a very strong scent of bleach. i heard the annoying noise and it is irritating me, i turn my head and see a monitor right next to the bed.

The door open and my head snapped to the direction so fast that i heard a crack from my neck, i winced at the sudden pain, i couldn't move it was like weighing 100 grams. The doctor was suprised that i was awaken. He clared his throat and asked " How are you?"

"i'm fine, i guess" My voice came out hoarse

" do you by any chance remember last night event?" He asked

And as he mentioned that, all the memory came back of what happen, my mother yelled for me to get out of the house, the house in fire, all of the memories brought tears to my eyes.

I was put in the orphanage in my age of 8 and i was adopted by a very nice family, i wasn't that happy at all, i miss my parents, i don't feel love anymore, i felt lonely and by being adopted by a family doesn't make you happy. I don't care if they give me all the attention then after the baby was born i was thrown to the corner and out of the spotlight of their eyes, i would fake everything but deep down inside i know that i am broken, i am broken forever and no one is going to fix back every liitle piece of puzzle of that.

ever since then i was un-emotional and cold hearted.