My Inner Demons

"holly spears" yelled the lady at the social service honestly she reminded me of  that weird lady in Blackish.
So as I'm following her i wondered about what type of house am i going to join this time what type of people will be there. I have been through many foster care homes now don't get me wrong I'm not those orphans that cause serious trouble I'm the opposite of that I'm that girl whose all giggly and crazy u get me ;). So the thing is my mom died while giving birth to me and my dad got angry thinking i killed her so claimed I'm not his and gave me away crazy right. And now I'm here from care home to another cause my moms brother is a guy looking to kill me well he hates me cause somehow i killed my mother.
When we reached the managers office she let us in to say I'm nervous is an understanding "How are u doing holly" says Clare the manager I've been here too many times so she's cool with me "I'm doing great i guess" i stammered waving my brunette curls away "That's great I'm sorry holly but you have to understand that your uncles situation is getting serious I'm afraid we have to transfer you to another country the order was sent by the border for your own safety" wow ok that was not what i expected but some how I'm not surprised that much by the borders decision but now hearing this made me more nervous and too many thoughts start to come in like what if i get lost, what if uncle blows the plane don't judge me he has some gang shit
"okay so" i finally squeaked "holly i know its new but don't you think its time for a new start i mean you've been through too much stuff its going to be great cause it may be a permanent situation and u can make friends"said Clare smiling at me
" I guess thats cool" i said "So i will prepare ur works and ur foster care home but until then you'll be staying at the airport hotel for now" says Clare dismissing me with a smile.
To many emotions struck me as i walk out of the office but most of all i was exited what will this feel like.

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