Endless Love

no you are not.....

Moni POV-
After all the things happened we all were happy. I started to go to the university and also join the hospital. Tae was busy in his work. We both have a busy schedule now. I completed my classes and was on my way to the hospital. I get call from ma. Everytime ma calls me I feel very very happy. In past days , she used to call me everyday because, of my health. Once when I was sleeping tae picked up the call and he talked to her for more than a hour. When I asked him he told me not to interfere in mother and son. I think he is pretty close to ma now. And I'm so happy for that.
"Hello, ma"
"Hello Moni, how are you my love?"
"I'm good ma. I'm on my way to the hospital "
"Had your lunch?"
"Yes ma, and you?"
"Yes dear me too, ok listen I called you because, Sami is here . She was missing you so, I just called you."
"Oh , nice. When she came?"
Sami is my cousin sister. We are not much close. Actually, we don't have that sister thing. I tried in the beginning. But, she just betrayed me. She is jealous of me all the time. It's ok. I was wondering why she is missing me suddenly?
"She came here in the morning only"
"Oh"
"Ok talk to her. I have some work so, I'll call you later"
"Hm"
I was not happy to have a talk with her. But, I have to because ma said.
"Hey Moni"
"Hey, how are you?"
"I'm good. Having fun in Korea huh?"
"Haha I'm here for my internship dear. But yes trying to have some fun"
"Oh. How's your internship going?"
"Good. Everything is fine"
I said this in hoping to cut the call. But, she continued.
"Hey I heard you have boyfriend?"
"Who told you?"
"It means it's true that you have boyfriend. Haha"
"Ahmm yes "
" I was just having a guess, but I'm wondering how can someone like a girls like you?"
"Why so?", I asked
"How can you forget about your scars Moni. You have scars on your face. I don't want to hurt you. But still you are no more beautiful"
As soon as I heard it I stopped where I was. This thing is being the painful thing for you all the time. The most painful memories. I was trying to forget all those things but , Sami makes me remind all those again.
"Hey Moni I was just kidding"
"Ok , I'm at the hospital. Bye", I said and cut the call. I sat on the bench nearby and started to think all the things . Last year I had an accident. I got so many injuries. I was trying to forget all those things. But, today everything is in my mind again. Tears started to fall from my eyes. I choose to go back to home. I took a taxi and left. On my way I was in my thoughts completely. As soon as I reached in my room. I locked the room and went straight in front of the mirror. I washed my face and staring at my reflection. The scars on my face was looking so clearly. I was having thoughts in my head. Soon I burst into tears. I throw myself on the bed and started crying.
"Why God, why? I always love people with my whole heart. I was loyal . Why happened this to me? "
I was talking to myself and crying. Soon my phone rang and it was tae. I was about to pick up the call and wanted to call him here. But, I stopped myself. Then, I switched off my phone. I was thinking in my
head-
Tae loves me so much. I also love him alot. He is an idol and the most handsome man. He deserves the most beautiful girl. Whenever he will introduce his girl to someone they must get impressed by her. And I have these scars .
I was crying so hard. All the remaining day past like this. It's evening now. Mira came to me once but, I didn't open the door. Told her that I'm okay from inside. After some time, tae came.
"Baby, what happened? Open the door"
"I'm okay. I'm just stuck in something can't talk" I talked to him rudely. it hurts me.
"Moni, what happened to your voice, are you crying?"
He knows me very well.
"Open the door Moni. Now you are scaring me"
Now I also wanted to see him. I can't hold it and decided to open the door. So did I.
"What happened to you? Are you ok?"
He asked me while hugging and cupping my face
"Yes", I said coldly
"Did you cry?"
I was silent. " Baby, look at me . What happened"
Soon I burst into tears again.
"I don't deserve you", I said while pushing him away
"What? Are you mad?", He said
"Yes I don't deserve you. Look at this", I said while pointing at my scars.
"What?", He asked like it's nothing.
"I don't deserve you . You deserve the most beautiful girl . Whenever you'll introduce your girl to anyone they must be impressed. I'm not the one tae. I really don't de-"
Before I complete my sentence. He kissed me. I was crying so hard. I tried to get off but, his grip on me was strong. He kissed me hard.
"I don't want to hear your stupid thing. I'll kiss you till you stop talking this nonsense", he said
"But tae, just listen-"
He again press his lips against mine. He kissed me so hard. I kissed him back. We broke the kiss to breathe.
"You are the most beautiful girl in the world and only you deserve me. I love you so much. And don't ever dare to talk some nonsense like this again. I don't like to hear anything like this about my girl"
"But tae I'm ugly"
"No you are not", he said while cupping my face.
"I love your soul. Which means I love your everything. Your scars also included in it. I love them also", he said and kissed on my scars. I'm so lucky to have him. He is my man . He makes me smile with my tears. Then, he locked the door of my room and came straight to me. And pick me up in a bridal style.
"You are mine", he said. And gently placed me on the bed. Then he hover on me.
" I love you", I said while wrapping my arms around his neck. He kissed me gently. Soon, it changed into the passionate one. We both kissed each other.......................

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