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🌼【𝐌𝐲•𝐓𝐮𝐫𝐧】🌼

*𝙏𝙬𝙞𝙧𝙡*
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𝙒𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙖 𝙛𝙪𝙡𝙡 𝙗𝙤𝙙𝙮 𝙢𝙞𝙧𝙧𝙤𝙧 𝙞𝙣 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙣𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙢𝙚 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙖 𝙦𝙪𝙞𝙘𝙠 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙨𝙬𝙞𝙛𝙩 𝙩𝙬𝙞𝙧𝙡..

I look at myself in my new uniform.
'It's unbelievable.' my thoughts were happy, doubtful, and nervous, of course.
It felt like everything was going too fast, as if something wrong was going to happen.

My hands twitching from the anxious thoughts in my head,
I wish I could just close my hands in a fist formation and suddenly feel determined.

'Tsuki Pandora! You got this.. I hope.'

'Standing here is doing no good, I should get out there and pursue my dreams!'

But it isn't that easy to simply think that's the case.
Just because I think and say I can do something, for the reason being, to hype my self up, doesn't mean I really believe I can.. I mean, deep down inside I'm still wondering if hero duty's should be a path to aim for..

I said many times before,

'I'm terrible at P.E'
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'I lack physical ability'

'So why are you trying so hard to be a hero!?!?'

'To pursue your moms childhood dream?'
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'To make your parents prouder than they already are?'
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'To prove your self a point?'

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'Or, did you simply thought.. it would be easier to-'

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"Pandora! You look so cute in that uniform!"
My mom looked at me in delight
"Awe thank you Ma."
I smile sadly at my mom before looking back at the full body mirror once more.
"Ma?"
I ask for her in a silent voice

"Yes sweetie, you seem to be sad, what's wrong?" My mother's voice tainted with worry.

"Do.."
I hesitate to answer
"Do you think being a hero is a wise path for me?"
I look at my mother with my face covered in pure denial.

"Pandora.."
My mom starts and then
pauses for a moment to hug me securely in her arms.

"Please don't doubt yourself.."
She paused again to grab my shoulders, and stares into my eyes with a look of determination.