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you know, those feeling come again.,,when you feel, so tawar hati.

Rasa dibuang, rasa diganti, diabaikan dan perasaan dipergunakan.

Perasaan kehilangan, kosong.

Hurts inside.,Really.

Because you already care, you loved so much, you want so much.

but nothing will be better. its to late.

Dah kecewa.

Now, I dont even care to have someone else. so please dear you, someone soon. Please don't treat me like that. Treat me as the way I need you. Treat me as the way I love and how much afraid I of losing.

Yesterday I just realive, you don't love me the way I love you. No one will be there for me. Tak ada sesiapa yang akan sokong aku, ubat hati aku yang sakit.

Aku baru sedar yang aku tak sepenting itu, untuk disokong, untuk dipertahankan.

jadi untuk apa, aku kuatkan hati selama ni?

Tapi aku okay. Demi kamu.

Aku okay, kalau semua membenci, aku layak. Aku bukan sesiapa untuk disayangi. walaupun hanya kamu yang aku ada.

Walaupun semuanya terasa hambar, sangat hambar.

sincerely,
me

24Jul :1641

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