TW: self harm
"Remus no!" Roman squealed as he was about to end it all. He grabbed the knife out of remus's hand in turn cutting his own "don't do this!" Roman's voice was wobbly as tears ran out of his eyes, "hey, now you can stab me," said remus's monotone voice, "trust me I want it.". Tears kept flowing out of Roman's eyes as he dropped the bloody knife in pain "oh thank you" said remus numbly as he got up to grab it "NO!" Yelled Roman as he grabbed his bloody arms and held him back"let me kill my self!!" Said remus struggling"I won't let you do this! please remus!"."is anyone else home?" Roman thought to himself, he couldn't think, he didn't know"AHHHHHHH!" he screamed just in case someone could here him. He could here footsteps, some was here! "Baby whats-" said janus as he opened the door to see his only love holding his brother back from a knife "WHATS GOING ON!?" His voice stayed sturdy but his expression said otherwise, he then saw remus's bloody arms and numb expression. He knew what was going on "remus?" He said, "oh hi janus, you hate me, can you tell him to let go?" Remus said. Janus was scared for him, tears began fo fall ot of his eyes hurting his scales, first friend wanted to kill himself, "remus please don't do this!" He said as motion come back into his body, he reached to the bloody knife to pull it away from remus, he kept struggling to grab it. "Remus what's wrong with you!?" Janus's voice wobbled "oh, no ones ever asked me that! Let's see, everyone hates me, you all left me, I have nothing and no one, oh, and I wanna die" he said counting on his red-stained fingers. "Remus, no one hates you" said Roman letting him go, "Thomas does, you do, so does Logan, and why would janus leave if he liked me" remus fell onto his bed as janus ran downstairs to grab some bandages. "How long has this been going on?" Said Roman as the adrenaline wore off and he could feel the pain in his hand, "well since I've been alone in this place" remus still couldn't feel anything as you could here in his voice. Janus came back up, "here" he said as he handed Roman some medical supplies, "thanks babe" said Roman as he wrapped dressing around remus wounds. "Remus, we don't hate you" said janus as he sat down and started working on remus other arm. "Are you sure about that?" Said remus as felling came into his arms for the first time in Months "why else would you leave?", "remus, I left because I didn't like it HERE! Not because I didn't like you!" Janus was distraught at him thinking that. "Well at least you got the chance to be accepted. I never will" remus was right, he might never get the chance to be accepted into the light sides, "and by the one time I went I could tell they all hated me". Remus put his hand, almost completely covered in bandages, on his cheek and sighed "I have no one" numb tears ran down his face, he didn't feel sad, but he was still crying.
