TW: suicide attempt, self harm
Intruxiety because i love that ship with all my heart
"Tell virgil i love him." Remus fake smiled, he was about to jump when janus spoke, "don't you want to live to tell him that yourself?" He asked grabbing remus's unscaved wrist. "W-well, yeah, but like he'd say it back!" Remus laughed again, he tried to pull his arm out of Janus's hold, "im not gonna jump unless you let go!" He said angrily, he tried to get free bit janus wouldn't let go. "Remus no! I won't let you do this!" Janus yelled as tears welled in his eyes. He snapped his fingers summoning virgil who was just sat in his room, "the fuck ja-" he said before he froze at the sight of remus with now still bloody cuts all over his arms. "Oh, rem." Virgil comforteded, "v-virgil!" Remus said snapping him out of his craze, he looked worried, tears started streaming down his face again, "oops-" said virgil stepping back as remus cowered on the floor. "No, c-come back." Remus whimpered, virgil obliged and sat down next to him, remus leaned onto him and cried, "I-I'm sorry! I-I'm sorry i w-w-wasn't g-good enough! But i love you with all of my heart, i really do!" He sobbed looking at virgil, "I've never loved anyone more! And i tried to show you that, i tried to tell you that! I'm so sorry i wasn't good enough!" He sobbed letting all his feelings out, virgil didn't respond. They all sunk down to the manor and virgil bandaged up remu cuts, "virgil, i really do love you" remus whispered shaking. "Now, what do you mean by that?" Asked virgil, "i mean this," remus said, he gently pressed his lips to virgil's giving him room to pull away, vigil gently kissed back and they pulled apart, "th-thats what i meant......" remus sighed, he hugged his knees as virgil's shock wore off. "I'm sorry i wasn't good enough." Remus whispered, he closed his eyes tight trying not to cry. "Don't be sorry, you are." Virgil replied smiling, "w-what?" Said remus opening his eyes, "you are good enough, remus, you always have been." He said truthfully. "B-b-but, y-you left, a-and J-J's Leaving m-me." Said remus confused, "if you were lonely why didn't you tell me?" Virgil spoke softly as he stoked remus's cheek. "Because i thought i was annoying." Admitted remus, "you're not annoying! Hey, next time you feel lonely, just come find me." Said virgil, "b-but, you left, don't you hate me?" Asked remus, "i hate him, not you! I've, never said it before but," virgil started, "love you too." He said, his shining eyes looking deep into remus's soul. Virgil flopped onto remus and they sat cuddling when virgil fell asleep in his arms, "i love you." He whispered, "i love you too." Whispered a sleepy virgil. He kissed the emos forehead and looked at him lovingly.
