Yesterday - Bucciarati Fanfiction

Chapter 23 - Let's play pool

Sunday. Usually I would lazy around the house and do nothing on Sundays. Usually I would get out of bed around 11am then just do as I please, watch something, go on a walk, eat to my heart's content. But today was not the usual. The usual, the normal, the regular, it had long since left my life. I was now part of something very different than what I'd hope to join after graduation. However, the beginning of something new that could perhaps become my routine, not that it pleased me to be awake at seven o'clock on a Sunday. But it that was something I could get behind. While waking up so early is awful, I had the honor of doing so next to my crush, or my lover now. It made it all worth it to see his sleepy face in the morning, his hair all over the place as his mouth was slightly open. I don't know how he had not heard the alarm clock on my phone, but I was grateful for that. Placing my palm on his forehead, I pushed his fringe back and placed a kiss there before quickly getting out of bed. Carefully covering his form back with the blanket. Why do I have so much energy so early? Is it the stress, anxiety? It's the nerves, that's definitely keeping me on my toes, I thought with a scoff as I made my way around the bed to leave but I was pulled behind forcefully. With a gasp, I felt two large arms wrap themselves around my stomach as soft kisses were left all over my shoulders. I giggled as the sensation but leaned my head to the side to let him do as he pleases until he was satisfied and decided to finally speak. "I'd like to enjoy your company some more before you leave." He said against my neck, punctuating his words by leaving a kiss just behind my ear. I felt my face heat up at his actions and words, opting to not turn around and face him. "You can't always get what you want, capo."

She knew that by calling me that name, I would react. And yet she did it, was she teasing? No matter, I wanted to take her right now, the way she looked in the morning. The way her whole body would heat up upon my touch. I want her. "I have to find an outfit before Fugo's-mmpf" Grabbing her chin, I turned her face towards mine and kissed her hungrily, pulling her lower lips between my teeth. I felt her tense before relaxing and turning around on my lap to deepen the kiss and was now fulling facing me. Her eyes, god her eyes. They held so much innocence and yet she was daring, she did not seem afraid. I let my hand wander under her shirt, she gasped against my lips, I need to hear more of her soft noises, her moans, all for me. She moved her hands, on my shoulder and the other on my cheek, her thumb brushing over my cheek as she tightened her thighs around mine. Did she know the effect she had on me? Everything she did made me want her more, I let my hands go higher on her body then froze, and so did she. We both realized at the same time she was not wearing anything under her shirt, probably having taken it off during the night to be more comfortable. In fear of doing the wrong thing, I stopped. Her hands wrapped themselves around mine then she paused. I could see she was thinking, wondering what to do next. Then after a few seconds, she moved my hands on her breasts hesitantly, I could see her face turning redder by the minute. And with my hands on her chest, I felt her heart beating as fast as a hummingbird's wings. I could not force her to do this, the moment her hands left mine, I moved them to her shoulder blades. "I can feel your nervousness, let's stop." I hope it was reassuring. As much I wanted her at this very moment, making her feel safe and comfortable was a priority. The moment those words escaped my lips, I saw a flicker of disappointment in her eyes.

"I'll always be nervous, but not in a bad way!" She eased my mind with those simple words, for a moment I thought I had crossed her boundaries. "It's cheesy but, I'm very excited to be doing this with you... do be doing anything with you actually..." she let out a huff laugh, then I felt her hands run through my hair and held myself back from reacting right away. She did not know how much I loved when she played with my hair, and yet she kept doing it. I smiled at her confession, her sincerity no matter the situation was refreshing and I felt drawn to her. "I'm slowly getting there, so next time... Don't shy away? Please?" My eyes widened in surprise, shy away? Me? I would never, I wouldn't dare not bathe in her touch. With a chuckle, I let myself fall backwards, bringing her down with me. "I was not shying away; believe me I would never shy away from you." Tentatively, I let my hands slide under her shirt once more to hold her hips in place. "I simply did not want to make you uncomfortable, but trust me, I will always want you." I told her in all honesty, earning a hearty chuckle from her, and from her position on my lap, she leaned forward. "This is not something you can know for sure, but I appreciate the thought." She said lightly before pecking my lips, I kissed her back but couldn't help the growl that escaped my throat. She was so wrong; god was she wrong. Hooking my hands behind her thighs, I turned her over and knelt between her legs as her eyes were wide in surprise. I then started kissing her, on her neck, her shoulders, her cheeks, her. With a light laugh, I spoke. "Oh, don't worry, I know for sure that I'll always want you." I paused to gauge her reaction, seeing her mouth open slightly as she flushed, I took it as a green light to continue.