Unfaithful

Who You Are {One}

Unfaithful {One} Who You Are

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"I love you, Niall." I smiled, but I could see when Niall smiled, it wasn't real. It didn't reach his ears, and his eyes didn't sparkle. Like the first time it did when we had first started dating

And I knew I was the reason why, he wasn't smiling as much. I knew I still loved him, he still loved me. So why am I doing to this him, if I really cared about him. I couldn't tell you, I didn't have a reason.

"I love you too, Liam." I smiled kissing his cheek getting out of bed. I put on some clean clothes picking up our dirty clothes from last night throwing them in the hamper.

I fixed us breakfast before kissing Niall's cheek goodbye. "How long will you be gone?" He asked me looking into my eyes. I sighed this was a routine I had with him. He and I both knew what I was doing, the real question is why does he stay? I'm hurting him and I know it.

"I shouldn't be long. I have to go Lou and Haz should be waiting for me outside. You can have more time with Josh!" When I knew I reality all he wanted was for me to be with him--and only him.

I was being selfish.

"Yeah, Josh," he muttered slowly looking at the tiled floor. I sighed wrapping my arms around his neck. Niall responded with wrapping his muscled arms around me. I buried my face in the crook of his neck inhaling his scent.

Cologne and oranges. His favorite shampoo was oranges, I wouldn't forget that.

Niall kissed my neck, going toward my sensitive spot. I craned my neck letting him go more for my neck. I knew he was making a love bite on my skin, as I moaned loudly.

"Don't go, Liam." He kissed the spot where I'm sure you could see the mark with my tan complication. I shook my head.

"I have to Niall," I put my head back in the crook if his neck. His arms felt like home, he was my home. I loved everything about him. I smiled kissing his neck, "we can go right now." I whispered seductively in his ear.

Niall picked my legs up wrapping them around his waist. The kiss was sloppy but it was what Niall wanted, what we both wanted.

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"What took you so long?" Zayn asked as soon as I sat in the car, shutting the car door. "And you smell like sex, Liam."

I looked down at my feet in the car, "Yeah. Let's just go, I promised Niall I'd be home to watch the game later."

Zayn shook his head, "I don't see why you don't just leave him already. I love you," he shifted the gears of the car and drove away to the little theatre we were supposed to be working at.

"So does Niall," I grumbled under my breath looking out the window of the vehicle watching as the buildings, other cars, the lights, all just seemed like one big blur just like my life.

"Not like I do, babe." I just rolled my eyes I decided not to say anything else especially about Niall. Because it would end the same way, I'd take Niall's side when we argued about the same thing about who loved me more. It'd end the same way Zayn would yell and tell me to get out or if I loved Niall more than why was I here. But I'd end up crying coming back and it would end up with sex.

I was stupid, I didn't know what happiness was, what love was. Johnny Depp said, "if you love two people at the same time, choose the second one. Because if you really loved the first one you wouldn't have fallen for the second one."

So why couldn't I give one of them up? Was I really that selfish? It was either make Zayn happy or Niall happy. There was no in between. I didn't deserve either one of them.

I deserved to be alone.

I did...

I deserved whatever life had in store for me, for doing this to them.

I just couldn't give the up, I didn't want to. But I needed to.

♡Author's Note♡

Updates should start, not this Monday...
but next Monday on this!

×kind of an intro/back story to the story×not much dialogue but×