I was walking out of last period down the hall to my locker.
I pull my sleeve down even more to cover up my scars, I have been trying to get help. I have one friend a best friend actually his name is Jc. We met when I first moved here and then I found out that we go to school together.
"Your such a slut!" Some boy I don't know says and pushes me into the wall.
I have been getting bullied at school since I came here 3 years ago. I don't know why but nobody likes me, I have been so depressed and I have a lot of time to think about things, not very good things.
I get up from the ground with my side aching and tears in my eyes, I run, I run out the door and down the street a couple blocks to my house. I swear I hear someone behind me but I just ignore it.
I run up to my bedroom, into the bathroom and lock the door. I search through the cabinet and find some pills and my razor, I'm not sure what I'm going to do yet but I don't want to be here I can't stand the constant bullying and the harassment. I grab the razor and set it on my skin gently then press down and and pull, 1 for the names, 2 for the punches and bruises, and 3 -I really press down hard this time- for Jc not realizing how I feel about him. I watch the blood drip down my arm and I feel relived. there is a knock on the door but I ignore it.
"(Y/N), are you in there, are you okay!?!?" I then realize that it's Jc, what is he doing here?
"(Y/N) please open up!" He yelled getting mad.
I grab the pills and open the bottle slowly with my hand shaking.
"I swear to god if you don't open this door I'll break it down!!!!"
As I raise the bottle to my quivering lip about to end my life the door slams open and I drop the bottle.
"(Y/N)?!?" He said coming over wrapping his arms around me.
"Why would you ever try to do something like this? You have so much to live for, I couldn't see a life without you in it." Jc said with tears in his eyes.
"Why did you stop me?!?? Why?! I don't want to be here don't you understand that?!?" I yelled, tears streaming down my face.
"Why, I love you, I don't want a world without you."
"You what??" I said in shock at what he said
"You heard me right, I Love You (Y/N) and I have for a long time now and I hated to see you so depressed, I am so ashamed of myself for never sticking up for you with the bullies, I'm sorry."
"I.....I lo...ve you to Jc." I whispered out as he held me in his arms.
I hope you like this one
~ H
