Her Rock Star His Rebel (Emo Love Story)(On Hold)

Her Rock Star His Rebel (Emo Love Story)

*Prologue*

~Gracen's POV~

"Tour is over and we have to go back to school!!!!" I yelled at our maneger Jack.  He looked at me annoyed. "Duh! you guys are only 17 you guys legally have to go back to your school and graduate." he said as my friends groaned. I rolled my eyes and sat down on the couch next to my band mate's Nate and Mitch. "What the fuck! Why can't we just keep touring?" My friend Dare said pissed swinging his drum sticks around. He looked like he wanted to shove one of those sticks up our maneger's ass. Our maneger heavily sighed and began giving a long explanation that I really didn't want to hear. I got up and left our hotel room I really needed some air. We were in San Fransisco finising up the small summer tour we managed to get now we had to go back to Los Angeles to finish fucking school! I groaned out loud and and grabbed a cigarette from my pocket.

I lit it and started nervously combing my messey black and blond hair with my fingers. I didn't want to go back to school because I fucking hated it not just the teachers but the people and I really didn't want to go home to my drunk of a dad. He would just punch the fuck out of me everyday like he did before than he'd act fine and tell me that he only would hit me because he loved me. Ya what a dad! Fucking dick!! I thought as I stomped out the last of my cig with my boot. I looked up at the sunny sky and hoped that something good would come out of going back to that shitty place. "Hey Gracen stop being mental and come over here and help us drink this Whiskey." my friend Nick said. "Ya let's party one last night before we have to go back home." my best friend Nate yelled wrapping his arm around me his blond hair in his eyes. I smirked why not be happy for one last night? "Let's fuck shit up!!" I yelled as the three of us ran back inside the hotel to get wasted.

~Amber's POV~

"We have to move!!" I yelled getting pissed at my dad. "Yes Amber! If you don't remember after you decided to fight with your friend, you got expelled. So now you have to go to a new school." he said calmly. I groaned. "But dad it wasn't my fault she asked for it! You know what she did to me! And now I'm the one that has to move schools?" I yelled again even though it was useless. My dad looked at me for a while before speaking. Sorta disapointed. "Amb please, regardless of what happened between you two, you're still expelled. I'm sorry you start your new school tomorrow along with your sister Mimi." my dad said motioning to my STEP! sister, who was sitting on the living room couch smirking, in all her girly blond glory. I flipped her off and she sticked her tongue out at me. I hated her and her mom and I knew the feeling was mutual. 

"Amber stop being disrespectful! I'm getting tired of it, Mimi has done nothing to you." my dad said sternly. Wow are you fucking serious my dad was defending her!? That just made me explode. I stood up and glared at him. "YOU KNOW WHAT DAD!? I'M DONE! YOU CARE MORE ABOUT YOUR STUPID BARBIE'S THEN YOU DO ME! I'M DONE BEING IN THIS FAMILY. I HATE EVERYONE IN THIS HOUSE! NO ONE CARES ANYMORE!" I screamed at him completely losing my cool. I knew my words hurt him but I couldn't take it, he didn't even try to comfort me when I got in that school fight with my best friend. My step mom Melissa had told him to leave me alone and let me deal with it on my own in a mental hospital, and he had listened to her. I resented my dad for letting her control him and send me away to a scary place that I didn't belong in. I wasn't crazy, I was just a victom of bullying. If my mom was still alive her and my dad would have been right by my side, trying to figure out what was wrong. She wouldn't have sent me away. But now my dad just didn't care and that's what hurt the most. 

I ran up to my room before he could tell me anything. I slammed my door and locked it. I tried to compose myself leaning against my door but I just couldn't. I let my tears fall. I hated crying it made me feel weak. I sunk down to the ground and cried my eyes out. As I cried I started scratching my arm, itching my old scars that I had inflicted. The whole summer I had quit cutting but now I craved the adrenaline and escape the razor gave me when I would brush it against my skin. I stood up and opened my underwear drawer and reached around till I found my old friend.  I walked out into my balcony and sat down on the ground looking out into the street. I started to cut letting my sorrows spill away. I watched my blood run down my pale arm and that's  when the rush of good and bad memories came into my head. My best guy friend asking me out, my mom dying, watching my dad suffer because of her death, my best friend and boyfriend comforting me, my dad meeting and marrying Melissa, Melissa and Mimi moving in replacing my mother, my boyfriend and I fighting, him cheating on me with my best friend, my best friend telling me she's always hated me, Me fighting her and sending her to the hospital, going to the mental hospital for a month and now. 

I stopped crying as I remembered everything I had been through. God my life was shit! I got up and washed my fresh cuts that stung a lot. I looked into my mirror and saw a broken girl staring back at me. I hated it! My black hair was in a messy pony tail and my blue eyes were red puffy and smeared with eyeliner and mascara. I looked so broken. I wiped my face clean furiously and let my hair down. I hated feeling this helpless. Today things were going to change. If I had to move to a new school, I had to become a new and improved me. Someone stronger and less naive. Someone who no one would want to mess with. I would do what I want now and not give a shit. I had nothing to lose anymore...right? I grabbed grabbed some bleach and red hair dye I had just bought and I started applying it to my hair. Today I would become a rebel and no longer be the weak emo girl from my old school. As I started mt make over I silently wished that something good would come out of moving to a new school. One could only hope.......

*So new story guys!!! I'm really excited for this one because it's a non fanfic but its still going to be packed with drama you guys like reading in my other stories xD So please Vote, Comment and Fan I love you guys don't be shy to tell me if you liked or hated this prologue I like getting any feed back ;) Thanks For Reading!~Aly*