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Taehyung's P.O.V

Taehyung: What did you do to yourself?

I asked as I was brushing Y/N's hair while sitting beside her on the couch. She stared at me with no emotions.

Taehyung: When was the last time she ate? Or even drank something?

I asked the kids.

Sooyeon: Last time she ate was 2 weeks ago.

My eyes widened. That's why she looks so skinny and pale!

Beomseok: She drinks one glass of water everyday.

What is she thinking?!

Taehyung: Sleep?

Sooyeon: She doesn't sleep! Then she faints. When she wakes up, she keeps herself awake. Then faint and repeat.

Taehyung: Aish this girl! Watch her, i'll come back soon.

I put the brush on the table in front of us. I got up and went to make some food. I made a fast vegetable soup and poured it in a bowl. I then brought the bowl with the soup and a glass of water to Y/N.

I put them on the table and sat beside Y/N.

Taehyung: Drink!

I gave her the glass of water and she grabbed it.. but she just looked at it then looked at me and shook her head.

Taehyung: Fine!

I took the glass from her and put it back on the table. I took the bowl and filled a spoon with some soup.

Taehyung: Say aaaa!

She looked at me emotionless with her mouth closed. She then opened her mouth a small opening. I could finally feed her! The kids got amazed that she agreed to eat but stayed silent.

It continued like that. Me feeding her and the kids watching. Soon, the bowl got empty while the glass of water was still full.

I got up and went to the kitchen. I poured the rest of the soup in the bowl and the soup was done. It was only a half bowl but I guess she could eat other stuff if she's hungry, right?

I came back to Y/N and surprisingly, I saw the glass of water empty on the table.

I sat down beside her again and fed her the soup. She didn't eat it as easily as the first bowl, but she ate it at least.

When she was done eating, I looked at the time and it was 9:12 pm.

Taehyung: Kids you can go sleep now! It's late!

They nodded and went up to their rooms. Y/N got up after them.

Taehyung: Where are you going?

I asked, but she just continued walking not looking at me. I got up from couch and followed her.

The kids had their room doors open for the first time. They always had them closed before I went aboard.

Y/N stood in front of the rooms watching them both.

Taehyung: Is it like that everyday?

Sooyeon&Beomseok: Yes!

They said from their rooms. I sighed.

Taehyung: Close the door if you want. I'm taking Y/N away from here!

Beomseok: We can't close the door. She doesn't let us.

Taehyung: Do whatever you want! Believe me nothing will happen!

I grabbed Y/N's wrist and tried to drag her with me to our room. She didn't want to go from her spot so I had to lift her up in a bridal style.

She punched me on the chest, but it wasn't even hard and then she gave up. I got in our room, locked the door so she wouldn't escape and put her down on the bed. I crossed my arms.

Taehyung: What are you doing?

She didn't answer, just stared at me. I guess I have to treat her like a baby!

I sighed again.

Taehyung: Come here!

I sat beside her on the bed and made her lay her head on my shoulder. She has to sleep!

I felt her hugging my waist. I think she's getting back some emotions. Soon, I felt her breathing getting heavier. I looked at her and she was fully asleep.

I lift her up slowly and carefully not waking her up, and put her on the bed comfortably. I layed beside her.

Taehyung: Please take care of yourself Y/N! What happened to you while I was away? Jungkook told me you got crazy but he didn't describe how, but he told me you weren't that crazy. At least you spoke, had emotions and ate. What happened? I hope you can hear this and answer.

I fell asleep thinking about her and hoping that she'll be okay.

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I woke up by feeling some movement. I opened my eyes and saw Y/N slowly trying to escape. I grabbed her waist so she fell on the bed.

Taehyung: Sleep!

I feel bad being mean to her, but she has to sleep! I know she's tired, but she just got up to.. I don't know, do her crazy stuff.

I looked at the clock hanging in our room and it was 2:57 am. Why did she wake up so early?

She tried to escape from my grip but I held her tightly.

Taehyung: Y/N..

I whispered in her ear and she stopped moving.

Taehyung: Please, sleep! I miss you! Don't you miss me?

She didn't say a thing. Did she stop loving me? Is it a one sided love again? Why do I have to suffer my whole life?

If she doesn't like me back anymore, then she probably feels uncomfortable while I'm hugging her... But I have to take care of her. I'm sorry Y/N! What will she do if I let her go?

I tried letting her go. I expected that she would sleep or lay here.. but I was wrong. She got up and went out from the room. I felt my heart crash like Titanic, or even worse.

I slowly got up and followed her but tried to not make her notice me. I saw her open both of the kids' doors and watch them.

What is she doing?

I went behind her and she didn't notice me. I lifted her up and noticed that she got startled.. but she didn't say a thing.

I brought her to our room and made her sit down on the bed.

Taehyung: Listen! You need to rest! You need to sleep! If you want to, go to another room and sleep, or sleep here, but just sleep! You need rest!

I told her and she just stared at me.

Taehyung: Do you hate me?

I really wanted to know. It seems like it, but I wanna know.

She stared at me. She got up and went out of the room. I peeked where she was going and saw her going inside the guest room and laying in the bed. She didn't close the door.

At least she decided to sleep.. it's better than nothing.

I layed on the bed. She does hate me! I know it! All this time, I tried to make her fall for me. When I knew we would get married I got so happy! I thought that I would have a chance on making her fall for me. I tried everything! Now she hates me? But how?! What happened?!

Out of nowhere, I felt tears in my eyes. I started sobbing quitely for myself. I haven't cried in a while! Why am I crying now? Of happiness I cry when we win.. but of sadness... I think it's been 15 years since I cried of sadness.

I was laying on my side and facing the wall. I felt someone sitting then laying on the bed. That someone then hugged me.

I tried to hold my sobs in, but I couldn't. They can't see me cry! It's probably one of the kids! They can't see my cry! Stop crying Tae stop!

Y/N: No, I don't hate you! I'm sorry!

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