I write how I feel which is not always happy or informative. But it's a whole lot of my thoughts, basically my mind.
Hope we can relate at some point on some level.
Take good care of yourself!
Leaving you was the worst decision.
I thought of the future.
A happy future though, with you in it obviously, for which I chose to part ways.
What I had, I let loose, what I needed is what I chose.
Leaving you for a little while I thought would fix bigger problems, would build stronger bridges, would paint bigger dreams.
Certainly I'm not agreeing now.
My choices did give me worldly wealth, however it took you in return.
I stand now, here, in the future I pictured. Only without you near me.
Why, did you not stop me, why did you not.
Why did you let go why did you.
No world can get me you now, no present, no future.
You're my past I want to live, can you live please, again ?
July two zero two zero.
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It stood there in the corner
Between the table and the wall
A black case with white title
In its usual yet comforting shape.
He left me with it, for two years.
Didnt leave me for good,
At least not it.
May be me.
It's here for me,
I'm here for it.
He left it's beautiful sounds with me
I should not let go
He might forget he left it,
Might also forget who it's with.
Two years will end, he'll come back
If not for me, at least for it.
I'll never forget how it stared
At me, each day.
For it gave me hope,
That one day he'll be back.
I live with the truth now, that
He gave it to me,
To remain in his heart
For never shall we part.
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See you soon reader!
YOU ARE READING
love.be kind.
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