Lovers In Camera | Heejin

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Y/N

''BREAKING NEWS: Famous model Kang Y/N and fellow ex girlfriend, Jeon Heejin of Loona, rumored to be back together after being caught kissing in the car near the Hangang River.''

Crap.. I'm doomed.

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''Are you crazy?! This is going to ruin us! Why do you only ever think of yourself huh? You realize you just made a big mistake. How will the public view us now? Liars? That's because of you. You made this mess. I seriously want to send you to the US since you're ruining my name but lucky for you, your mother would kill me if I sent you there with your sister. It doesn't really matter anymore. Don't complain if you're being attacked on twitter, you selfish moron. You really have no brain. Get out of my office!''

I cried a lot in my room, bothered by everything. It was my fault anyways. My father looked at me as if he wanted to disown me the moment I walked into his office only to be yelled at. How tragic that I also got slapped by my own father.

Not even daring to turn on the television or even opening social media, I'd rather just do whatever now since everything is all out. We're exposed now. We can be judged now and we'll see it coming.

Heading to Loona's dorm, guilty, I kept my head low. I feel so embarrassed..not about Heejin, but the fact that our private dating life is gone. Wherever we go, wherever I take her to a date, there will always be snake eyes from citizens who will be 'disappointed' in our actions.

The girls let me in the dorm with sad smiles, the news running in their TV in the background. ''Hey..I'm really sorry. I should have chosen a different spot. I would have went somewhere else if I knew that situation would happen. I'm really sorry I made your names look bad. I'll make it up to you guys, I promise!''

''Y/N, it's okay, really Don't worry, you love Heejin and that's it. Nothing is wrong with that. They should have respected you at the ceremony as well. Why did that guy call you out for leaving early?'' Haseul sat me down on the couch as crunchy Gowon left to wake up my sleeping bunny.

''Minhyuk? I don't really know. I just remember that he was really upset because I was being very secretive. He asked about Heejin and I didn't answer..'' I heard a door open which later revealed Heejin with her cutsie pajamas, rubbing her eyes while hugging her pillow. How cute. ''Hee!''

''Y/N?! Why are you here?'' Heejin jumped into my arms, totally oblivious to our situation. Oh dear..

''You don't know yet? Well, uh...we got exposed. Watch the news, I'm really sorry Heejin,'' I let her take her position on the couch and watch the news, reading tweets afterwards. Darn, these words are so hurtful. Don't they know we have feelings too? We hid our relationship for a reason.

''Wow, well this sucks. Want to go out later?'' Heejin casually turned to me and smiled. The sudden question surprised her members and I was surprised too! But then again, I'm talking to Jeon Heejin.

''Oh uh, sure! I'll pick you up at 7. Let's not stress about this alright? I love you Hee, I'll see you later. Loona, I'm sorry again for ruining your name since I apparently ruined my father's name and the agency. Well, bye now!'' I was about to unlock the door until Heejin pulled me back.

''Why is the left side of your cheek so red?! It looks like you got slapped—wait, did your dad slap you?'' Heejin's face was full of concern as I nodded slowly, letting the true fact sink in. My father hates me. I am a damn disappointment.

''Rule number 1: No touchy. Meaning, no kissing, no hugging, no nothing! Unless you're in camera.''

''Rule number 2: Never let Jeon Heejin fall in love with you.''

''Lastly, rule number 3: DO NOT FALL IN LOVE WITH JEON HEEJIN.''

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''Hee! Hey—oh wow you look good,'' I stared in awe as Heejin trotted towards me with a smile. I mean, there's just something about Heejin's fashion that makes her much more attractive. She's wearing her denim clothes and it really suits her image. ''Shall we go m'lady?''

''Idiot. Of course and thanks. It's nothing fancy so I hope it's okay,'' The bunny shyly tuck her hair behind her ear as I opened the passenger door for her.

It was quite dark already with the skies being navy blue. It feels nice when it seems like your world is just crashing down but someone you love is willing to let their life crash with you. It's a good feeling.

The car was filled with an uneasy atmosphere, we both didn't dare to speak a word at the moment. Glancing at the bunny from time to time, her face was calm. Cutie..

''Where do you want to go?'' I started.

''Motel,'' Heejin didn't spare a second peep at me. Uhh..

''What do you want to eat?''

''You.''

I huffed a small laugh before parking near the Han River. We took a small walk by the railings and admired the vivacious city lights of Seoul. We both know that this action together would be risky but if you know us, we're risky.

''Fresh air. Did you really mean what you said earlier Hee?'' I turned my head to her, intertwining our hands.

''What do you mean?''

''I asked what you wanted to eat and you said m—''

''NO! I did not mean it...idiot,'' The short girl sulked and pouted. I just want to bite her cheeks already but I'm afraid I may drown since she'll push me off of the railings and let me die for biting her.

''Hmm, alright. I will always be here to fulfill your needs,'' Throwing a seductive wink, I ran away after I saw literal smoke coming out of her ears. Goodness! This is basically the first day again! She's so cute though.

''Get over here you little brat! You can't say that,'' I slowed down and crouched, giving Heejin the chance to have a piggy back ride. She's too cute when she runs. She must be out of breath so being the good boyfriend I am, I guess I'll carry her.

After much more teasing and running, we finally decided to take a rest and headed to the cliff where we would normally chat. It's already dark so the stars looked great with the blue water beneath us. 

''I'd like to jump with you in there someday. But hey, let's talk,'' I positioned myself next to her, bracing myself for an impact. Heejin looked at me sweetly, her eyes gleaming under the stars as her mouth turns upright to a smile.

''Let's break up, Heejin.''

[A/N]

I won't see you guys as often soon :(( anyways, enjoy this for now ;))