ISHQ DI BAZIYA

Chapter-30

Shehnaaz was waiting for him in the office canteen.... She tried calling ( international sim ) him but he didn't picked.... it was the 6th call... This time he picked the call
Shehnaaz- Sidharth kabse I was calling you , tu phone kyu nhi uthata bebu
Sidharth ( shouted )- Shehnaaz just stop irritating me okay !!! Jab calls kat raha hoon uska matlab yeh haina ki I might be busy par nhi
Shehnaaz - Kya hua hai Sidharth tujhe why are you shouting
Sidharth- Lets just end this up Shehnaaz... You and me now can't be together.... let's finish this !
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Its been 2 days since they had the last conversation, Shehnaaz now had to fly to Australia for a week

More than 30 missed calls and 100s of messages from Sidharth but no reply

India is 9and a half hours ahead of Blanc-Sablon ( Canada , where Sidharth live )
Sidharth thought she is in India but he was wrong

Sidharth was being restless now , so he decided to call Aditi and ask about Shehnaaz

On call
Sidharth- Hello Aditi bhabhi
Aditi- Hey Sidharth
Sidharth- Bhabhi aap office mein ho ?
Aditi- Hannji
Sidharth- Aap please meri Shehnaaz se baat karwado , wo mera phone nhi utha rahi hai , humari ladai hogi and
Aditi- Sidharth stop joking , Shehnaaz is in Canada, wo do din phele hi aagyi thi waha kal meeting bhi thi uski aur aaj she needs yo fly to Australia
Sidharth- Aap jhuth bol rahe ho na
Aditi- Nhi Sidharth
Sidharth- Shittttt !!!!
Aditi- Kya hua ?
Sidharth- I messed it up again
Aditi- AS USUAL 🙄

Sidharth told her what all happened.....
Aditi told him her flight details and told him that she will be back in Canada for yet another meeting

Sidharth left for the airport....Its the 10th time Sidharth is calling her in 10 mins but as usual no response
When he reached airport, he got to know that the flight had already take off

He got a call from Sameer ( Aditi ne bata diya tha , also who knows better than a married person )

Sidharth- Sameer yaar !
Sameer- Teri galti thi Sidharth
Sidharth- Wo phone bhi nhi utha rahi hai , kya karo tension ho rahi hai
Sameer- Give her time !
Sidharth- kya ? 😳
Sameer- You are an asshole Sidharth! I said give her some time waise bhi she'll be back on Sunday, then talk to her
Sidharth- You sure ?
Sameer- TU DHONI SE PUCH RHA HAI KI USSE WICKET KEEPING KARNI AATI HAI YA NHI.... Mere bhai I am experienced , girls need their time....
Sidharth- Kahi wo
Sameer- Kuch galt nhi karegi wo , I know her.... Samjhdar bachi hai , just give her , her own time.... Abh please usse phone ya messages karke irritate mat karna
Sidharth- Okay 😢
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Its Friday , still 2 more days to go

Sidharth had really been pissed off from himself , he knew he had messed up things which will surely affect their relationship, he knew he was wrong this time , he shouldn't have said those words.... He knew in these 6 and a half months he had said those words for more than 3 times , he was guilty for repeating them yet again , he knew she was the one because of whom the relationship was still working , if it would have been his decision he would have ended this relationship long back due to his anger issues , but she kept quite because of their loves sake
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Its Sunday morning and Shehnaaz just landed Blanc-Sablon..... As soon as she came out of the airport she saw Sidharth standing there ( He got the flight details from Aditi )

Shehnaaz started walking towards the parking with a poker face
Sidharth followed her

Shehnaaz was waiting for a cab

Sidharth- Mai car laya hoon !
Shehnaaz- Toh ?
Sidharth - So, you are coming with me
Shehnaaz- And who told you that ?
Sidharth - Shehnaaz, can we just get home and then talk.... please
Shehnaaz nodded , Sidharth held her hand and took her to his car

On their way back home , no one uttered a single word or you can say Shuklaji ki already phele se phati padhi thi apni sherawali mata se
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Shehnaaz was sitting on the couch beside Sidharth

Sidharth- Can we talk ?
Shehnaaz- About what ?
Sidharth - About us
Shehnaaz- Abh bacha ki kya hai bolne ko Sidharth, you only said na LETS END THIS UP , toh bass fir khatam
Sidharth held her hands in his
Sidharth- I really didn't mean it Shehnaaz
Shehnaaz- Ofcourse you did ! Koyi bhi aise nhi bol deta Sidharth.... Yeh pheli baar hota toh chalo mai mann bhi leti par nhi this is for the third time in these six months
Sidharth- Shehnaaz mai gusse mein tha , I was really stressed out because of work.. I am sorry baby
Shehnaaz- Nhi Sidharth nhi , kab tak tera gussa , teri problems , tera kaam , teri life kab tak haan ? Sab kuch tera mera kya ? Mera chordh humara kya ? Mai bhi koyi India mein baith ke chill nhi kar rahi hoon , mereko bhi office jana hota hai , mereko bhi duniya jaha ka stress hota hai , mereko bhi gussa aata hai, par kya maine tereko kabhi yeh baat boli... Mai waha sab kuch khudh handle karti hoon mummy papa , office , mom sab kuch ! Meri life koyi easy nhi hai Sidharth ! Par wo ban sakti thi agar tu mujhe khud se ek call ya message kardeta , par nhi humesha wo sabh cheeze mai karti thi.... You promised me that we'll work out this long distance thing , I toh managed did you ? ( she looked up at him )
Shehnaaz- No wait let me tell you , no you didn't...... Mai nahi kahe rahi Sidharth ki tu mujhe pyaar nhi karta , tu karta hai I know par tu shayad mujhse zayada apne kaam ko pyaar karta , jo galt nhi hai...... Mai nhi kahe rahi ki teri life easy hai , teri life mein bhi bahut problems hai par you just can't end things like this.... Starting a relationship was not your decision it was ours , hum dono hai iss rishte mein akela tu nhi..... Mujhe teri mere upar cheekna bura nhi laga mujhe tere shabd bure lage.... Tujhe nhi pta kitna bura lagta hai jab apka partner aap ko bole ki lets end things up because of their work stress or whatever it is.... Mai koyi superman nhi hoon jo sab kuch handle karleti hoon , mujhe bhi koyi chahiye jiske sath mai rahe sako , jisko mai bata sako pure din kya hua , jiske sath mai hass sako.... Aur wo koyi tu hai Sidharth ya mai kaho tha ?
Sidharth- Babyyyyyyy, I am sorry.... I seriously didn't mean it
Shehnaaz- Nhi Sidharth.... Abh nhi , abh I can't hurt myself over and over again... You said and its over , now it's over..... I am sorry ( she said with tears )
To be continued
Life is full of ups and downs

Lets see what happens

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