There were times, when you want to cry. But your tears don't want to fall. Then, there were times also, when you don't wanna cry. But your tears keep on falling from your eyes.
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And maybe this is how it is now,
it still may ache in some corner
of my heart,
the wounds i thought that healed,
was still bleeding.
maybe this is how it is now,
i still let come back our memories
and feel the pain,
and break me
and break me
and break me.
maybe this is how it is now,
let me hurt myself,
let me feel the pain,
let me miss you,
let me still want you back,
let me remember all the things we had,
because there's still days
when i can't help but steal
our happy endings,
when i miss you even more than i want to.
maybe this is the feeling
where it hurts,
because it still hurts,
that our falling apart
is like having heartbreak poems,
sitting on my chest and
your absence is twice as heavy
to be said.
darling, it was a torture
still missing you,
still wanting you,
still looking for you,
darling, it was a torture
that my once called home,
is someone else's home now.
but for now let me remember it,
let me remember it all,
until i almost forget
what loving you feels like.
just let me believe that
there's you
that never been fall out love.
let me tear up myself into pieces,
let me feel so lost, feel so broken,
feel so messed up for so long.
let me feel so broken, darling
until one day, i can learn to let go
and stopped wanting more,
and realizing you aren't here anymore.
//If it's the only close in passage to healing,let me still bleed💉
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Lost Lines (Poetry and Letters)
PoetryLagi akong bumabalik sa kung saan tayo nagsimula at hindi ko maiwasang bigkasin na sana bumalik ang mga bagay na nawala :( --"I couldn't hold her hand, so I held my pen and write her poems. And in these poems, I had."🥀✍
