Make me love you

chapter 1

a/n i wont do authera note very often, just wanted to point that out!

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"Becky, no way!" I chirped. My best friend, Diana, and I were doing are usual gossip...

"Im serious! I saw the way Collin looked at you! He likes you." Becky practiclly yelled in the phone. She was talking about a guy, Collin. We barely even knew the kid.. haha.

"Alright, alright! Listen I have to go. I'm supposed to meet Grant at his house at 9 and I'm not even ready!" After saying bye she hung up. Gosh you can barely get the girl to stop talking. but thats why she is my bestie. It was 8 and I had an hour to get to my boyfriends house. After spending 20 minutes in the closet I decided to wear dark skinny jeans, that made my butt look good, and a hot pink v-neck that showed just enough if you know what I mean. I did my make up and hair and drove over to Grants. I must admit.. I looked hot..

As I knocked on the door Grant opened. His parents were out of town and we were supposed to watch a movie together. As soon as he opened the door I was lifted up so my legs wrapped themselves on his back.

"Hey sugar" He purred.

"Hi, I missed you.." I tried sounding as sad as possible but I knew he could tell I was teasing.

Before I knew, I was carried into the kitchen and sitting on the counter. First he kissed gently but then he totally went in, deepening the kiss. I enjoyed this very much, we havent seen each other for a week now and hell I missed him!

I parted my lips slightly allowing his tounge to slip in. mmm this was heaven..

Grant and I have dated for a 5 months now and we were pretty much in love. We both turned 17 about a month ago.

Eeeep! His hand slipping in my shirt bringing me out to focus. I didn't want this going any further, and luckly he didnt go any further. His hand snaked around my stomach and up to my boob, he gently put it right next to it. Then he quickly slipped it out as he broke the kiss and started kissing down my neck. A quiet moan escaped my lips. Then he kisses my lips again even harder this time. I nudged on the bottom of his shirt. He quickly let go and threw his shirt of.

Damn Gramt was hot!

He took my shirt off, and started undoing my bra. oh noo.. I stopped him and gently pushed him back to give myself some space.

"sorry Grant, not tonight.." I shot him a 'sorry' smile, quickly putting my shirt on. Anger and frustration flashed in his gree eyes.

"goddamnit Diana! This is pointless.. are you scared or something? You always stop when I try going further? what the hell is your problem?!" whoa. whoaa. excuse me? what was my problem? what was his problem?!

"what the hell? I just dont think its the right time.." I was shocked. and angry. and worried. and sad. agh! what was that?? What just happend? I jumped of the counter grabing my purse and heading for the door. Grant suddenly stopped me holding me against his body. He grabed my purse from me and threw it on the ground. um what the fuck... Then he took my shirt of. I was too shocked to even stoo him.

"Diana, dont be like that.." his breath was hot on my ear. my chest still mounted onto his. Fear ran through me. But I was too shocked to respond in anyway.. damn it.

He kissed me again. Alarm going of in my head. no no no. Grant did this before once. maybe twice. or more

but be promised not to again!

His arms slid to my back. I was l

really shocked and scared. I couldnt move. Grant undid my bra slipping it right of... Shit.

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a/n ok so Diana is not aome whore. Grant just shocked her. and NO. this is NOT a book about getti g raped. so calm down haha