Beyond

Chapter 1

"Haha see you tonight then babe." He said as he walked off.

I knew he was no good for me, I knew he was a player, and cheater and that he would leave me like he leaves the rest but something inside me didn't let me say no.

When he talked to me it made me realize I still wasn't over him.

2 years ago I dated Austin Mahone. Everything was great, we were in love. I loved him and he loved me at least I thought. Long story short he cheated I left. He kept trying to get me back. Telling me he loved me and he didn't mean to hurt me. I always ignored him.

That's when it started, when he started playing girls and breaking girls hearts. I guess you could say I'm the one to blame here, but I don't see it that way. He is the one who cheated, he is the one who messed everything up!

But something about the way he talked to me , something about the look in his eyes made me think back to when everything was happy, and I when we were still together. Making me think of this as a start over for me and him. Maybe I could change him. Maybe I could break his bad boy record. Maybe I could make him love me again the way I loved him.

But I knew it would take alot. He was different now than he was before. Not only is he a player, he gets in fights now, he doesn't listen, and disobeys the law. I knew it wouldn't be easy keeping him because he was a bad boy, and I was a good girl.

***

I walked to Laurens house after school to go work on our science project that we never finished and have to turn in by friday otherwise we get an F. But I knew I couldn't stay long because Austin was coming over tonight.

I knocked on Laurens door and waited outside for about 2 minutes before she came to the door.

When we got to her room I sat on her bed and she sat in her zebra spinning computer chair that we normally fight to get to, but I didn't care today. All I could do was think about austin coming over tonight. I wonder if he even remembers that we dated, you would think he would because I was his first real girlfriend and we dated for almost a year. But he has dated so many girls in the last 2 years, i'm not even sure if he remembers who he dated last month.

***

"LEXI, LEXI, LEXI", Lauren called my name.

"Sorry, I was just thinking about something"

"What about", she asked curiously.

"Umm...."

I couldn't tell Lauren that I seeing Austin, she HATES Austin! She says that he is no good and all he is, is a player and a flirt. She is probably right about the last part. But I know that he isn't all bad. I knew the side that most people dont see in him, I knew the sweet, caring, kind, emotional, protective, posessive side. The side he doesn't show people because he doesn't want people to think of him as weak.

"Lexi TELL ME!!", she screamed.

"Okay okay .... I am seeing Austin tonight", I said, nervous for her reaction.

"YOU WHAT!!"

"I knew she would be mad"......

***

After about 2 hours of working on our project and it was getting close to 5:00, which mean't it was close to time to Austin coming over!

"Uhh,I have to get going", I said in a rush. I had to get ready before Austin came over so I had to make sure I had some extra time.

"You are not seriously going to see Austin, ARE YOU?", she yelled.

"I'll see you tomorrow", I walked out feeling guilty that I was still going to see Austin. But another part of me didn't care because I still desperatly wanted him.

Lauren has been my best friend sense elementery school. We have gone through everything together. She was their when I started dating Austin, she was their when he cheated, when he left, when he came back, when he cheated again, and when I finally left. And she has been their for me sense. She hates Austin and I am almost feel like I am betraying her by seeing him, but I couldn't help it.

***

When I got home I went right to my closet, I couldn't decide what to wear. I rememeber that he loves the color red, so I knew just what to wear. I pulled out a tight red stapless top and white short shorts, I out on some white sandals. I turned on my curler and curled just the ends on my hair. I turned the curler off and carefully set it on the edge of my dresser. Just then I heard a knock on the door, I checked the time, it was 5:00. I knew who was at the door, butterflys swarmed my stomach as I quickly made it down the stairs and to the door.