Jhene Aiko & Trey Songz Love Story . ( Missing Us)

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Jhene POV -

I rolled me a nice fat blunt. I inhaled and exhaled every emotion I felt. As I sobbed on my steering wheel i got a text from mila saying to come on over. But I didn't want to . I ain't wanna talk to her or anybody. Tomorow i want  go to the doctor to get an abortion . I didn't want to , but I had to . after hours of driving around and thinking and crying and feeling horrible. Maybe I shouldn't , I should try to work it out with trey. When I'm high my thoughts circulate.

I sat in silence as I thought about going to Mila's house I cried some more and thought I was gone say ..but I couldn't think of one reason I should go . she could have said all her apologies earlier and she didn't .  I don't know what she had to say , but I had to pass through Mila's house to go get nami from my moms house so i went . but only to prove a point. As I parked my car on the curb , I saw treys car . my stomach had dropped . and I was scared because I know if I  went in there I would see something I didn't want to . they called me over here to clown me . at this point my high is blown and now I'm frustrated. I was ready to cuss both they asses out , fuck they thought? I rolled me another blunt and got out the car walking to Mila's house.

I knocked on the door few times then trey came to answer it .

" jhene I - "

" first off . mila fuck you and trey fuck you too ! You never came to check on me but you over here all bood up with her ! "

" I told you this was a bad Idea. "

" no let me tell you what is a bad idea. Me coming here . trey I'm fucking pregnant , and I'm not having that fucking baby either . so fuck you . stay out my life kiss nami goodbye in your sleep and fuck you! And mila you the worst sister in fucking history! "

I walked out. Shit I felt good , but then again I was high. I rushed too my car and drovrle to go get nami. Something took over my emotions and I don't know what . I walked into the house to get nami , and I saw a group of people laughing and smiling with some wine into there hands. How could anybody be happy knowing we just lost miyagi. Our own flesh and they wanna fucking smile!

" what the fuck is wrong with you people ?! " I screamed as a tear dropped. 

" jhene ! Watch your language in my house ! " my mom yelled .

" fuck you and the rest. We just lost miyagi and y'all in here partying and shit ! " I flipped the table over with the drinks . I could feel like I was slowly loosing my soul.  Before I knew I my mom charged at me .

" jhene I'm sick of this shit ! " she shook me taking my blunt out my hand . I pulled away . my shirt was slightly ripped.

" get the fuck off me ! " I  yelled " nami ! Nami !! .

I ran to the room to find namiko. She was sleep thankfully. I grabeed her things , not caring what I left behind. I ran out her home as fast as I could . I  strapped nami into the car and drove off to my home

" mami where we going ? "

Ignored her , I was a mental mess . i was speeding fast, I just wanted to get home

But would I even make it there ? 

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