Love and Disaster

My feelings

Phone ringing

Me:Hey Lena what happened it's 04:00 am.

Lena: Kara I am sorry I just woke up feeling that something was not right ,I had to check up on you.

Me: Lena everything is okay don't worry.

Lena:Okay I believe you.

Me:There is something I want to talk about with you later.

Lena:Okay Kara we'll better go to sleep.

Me:Yeah there is a big day waiting for us so we have to rest.

Lena:Okay Kara sleepwell love yah!

Me:Sleepwell and love yah!

Sound of hanging up

Kara!Kara! Wake up I need your help down here!
There is me waking up and running downstairs to see if everything was alright.

"What's wrong???"
"I need help with the eggs and it's 06:00am so I had to wake u up "
"Fine let me just get dressed ."
Well after I got ready and helped my mom with the food I was walking out of the house when I stopped automatically because I had the feeling that something was wrong .
I immediately had to text her but I knew she was still asleep and there was nothing I could do so I just avoided the feeling.
When I got in the bus I got a text message like 5 minutes later.

Unknown :Hey can I sit next to you?

Omg.. omg..what is this I immediately deleted the text message and acted like I didn't saw it but I could feel someone's eyes on me and I panicked.
I got another text message an half hour later , but than I looked at my phone to change the song like I normally do and saw that the text message was from her and I immediately opened it .

Lena: Goodmorning are you okay?

Me: Yeah everything is fine I am on my way to school.
Okay I just lied to her , I am so stulid I want to get out of here , I don't know what to do.

Lena: I'll be there at 08:00

Me: Okay me too.

Lena:Okay see you there.

Me:See you.

I heard steps next to me and when I looked I saw that it was a tall man with black hair and had a huge smile on his face.
I tried to ignore that but I couldn't I was always looking at my phone and asking for the time to go fastt!
When I finally got to school I got off the bus and ran like I never did before until someone grabbed my arm and I started to scream.

I couldn't ask for help because I got paralized and panicked when I finally was able to say something...

Me: Let me go stop!!

Lena: Calm down it's me Lena!!

I kept trying to let go until she slapped me and I finally got back to myself ,looked at her as if I did something wrong with tears in my eyes.

Lena: What the fuck is wrong with you!!

While falling into tears of despair she looked at me worried and confused but I couldn't talk .

Me: I am sorry, I..I..I thought you were hi..hi...him.

Lena: Calm down breathe it's me I am here !!

After I calmed down I told her the whole situation and she got really worried , she didn't leave me alone even when I had to go to the bathroom , funny isn't it?

When it was time to go home she literally grabbed my hand and said " let's go to my house".

But my mom will kill me if I don't go now,I can't risk it Lena.

Lena immediatly grabbed her phone and showed me the text messages  with my mom.

Ohh My godd I am going to sleep at your houseee?????????????? I asked with a huge smile on my face.

Yes girll it's Friday and we can have fun because my parents are going out and will be back around 1am.

Yeyyy Let's go then!!

When we arrived at her house ,as usual I greeted my aunt and she immediatly made us go to the bathroom to take a shower before watching anime and horror movies until uncle got home.

As usual both of us grabbed some pijamas and ran to the bathroom ,we usually talk with each other whilst each of us goes shower but this time It felt really different...

She was the one going first so I was planning to just sit on the ground and be on my phone while the music played lound in the bathroom.

When she took her clothes off I couldn't stop but look at her until she realised it and came to me.

I don't know how she didn't slapped me at that moment bcs what I did was really disrespectfull.

Kara are you okay??Lena asked.
Than I realised I was crying and she immediately hugged me.
Those were a bunch of feelings and I felt like I did something wrong.

I said that everything was fine and started to eat the words until she grabbed my face and kissed me!

When she kissed me my hole body turned on, I felt like I was walking on too of the fire...we couldn't just stop until we had to get separated for the air when she finally said "The rest is for later".

I froze right there... I couldn't think of something else apart of what she just had said.
She turned the music up and walked  into the bathtub.
I picked up my phone and kept thinking about what she said.

When it was my turn to go she looked at my naked body and I was for the first time in 5 years that I knew her I got really shy.

After dinner we were watching tv until my aunt and my uncle walked out of the main door she looked at me and smiled.

She came closer to me and said come help me take care of the bed so we can go to bed.

But it's to early to go to sleep and she laughed and said "We still have to talk,and finish some things up"

When she said that I got so nervous and said"Okay I need to rest anyways".

She looked at me and laughed and both of us walked to her room.