𝐍𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐃 | 𝘃𝘀𝗼𝗼

t w e n t y t h r e e

23 - Understanding You
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He sits down looking at the woman he loves for so many years but in secrecy...

Eunwoo lifted her up and placed her in the bed as he was about to leave Jennie stopped him from leaving and pulled him closer

"Don't leave... they all do... please stay with me..." she cried Eunwoo just sighed and tried to get out of Jennie's grip

She held him tighter "please... I beg, not you I've lost so many people I don't want to lose another one. Please..." Jennie cried he just let Jennie do what ever she pleases

Jennie hugged Eunwoo and she digs in her neck onto his neck as her hands resting on his chest. He hugged her for comfort and uses his right arm to be as a pillow.

After a few minutes he then heard little snores he looked at her all snuggled up with him he uses his left hand to fix a fallen strand on her face.

He cupped her cheek "You. I have been loving you since the day I saw you..." Eunwoo smiled

"You. We're my first ever ever friend..."

"You. Was the first woman I've ever loved outside my family."

"You. Taught me pain..."

"You. you we're the first one to ever break my heart." He frowned

He looked up in the celling

"But even if you break my heart... once is fixed it still screams your name... if you're probably awake you tell me that all I'm saying is cheesy... but what can I say I've loved you for so many years yet you see me only as your friend... it hurts but I accepted that fact."

"The fact that you'll never love me."

"It hurts but... how could I get hurt even thou you are not mine in the first place... stupid isn't?" He let out a bitter laugh

"Sucks to be in love with my best friend who is in love with my other best friend... the most hurtful part is I was the reason why they met. Selfish as it sounds...I'm sorry"

"I wonder if on that day he didn't join us... what could us be right now? If he wasn't there I would've told you that I like you, I love you. I'll ask if I can court you..." He looked at Jennie who was peacefully sleeping

"But things happened. I regret the fact that I let him tag along... you would've... we all would've not been in this situation right now. I blame myself for his death. I blame myself for your pain."

"I should've died... not him. I should've followed him. If only... if only things go side ways. You probably would've married him already... run away in the woods. A beach wedding. A milk ice cream cake... I don't know if it's possible but oh well..."

"You could've gotten the perfect wedding..." Eunwoo tears up

"I'm sorry that I let both of you down... I love you... but for the sake of Kai I'll try not too" Eunwoo closed his eyes and kissed Jennie's forehead softly and gently

He slowly opened his eyes and taking one final look... and savoring the feeling of Jennie being this close to him.

He finally let out a deep breath after five minutes or so... and he got out of the bed and put the blanket over her

He stood up and left the bedroom he took a final look at her before closing the door shut.

"I'm sorry for hurting you..." a tear escaped from her eyes