Dear Leopold Butters Stotch

Sept. 11th

The sun shines bright as butters lays his warm hands on the freezing glass of his bedroom window
He watches as kids run up and down the street.
His arms get heavy as he clenches his teeth.
He ignores the pain growing in his head as he slumps onto his bed
"Golly today couldn't get any worse"
He mummers slamming his head onto his pillow
"Butters honey get ready for school"
He sighs pushing himself up with his arms,
"Butters do this, butters do that, no not that no no..."
He says while throwing on his blue jacket and a pare of faded dark blue jeans
"You will never amount to anything if you keep this up"
He flings his backpack over his shoulder letting out a deep sigh!
"BUTTERS HONEY THE BUS"
butters head pops up jumping into his shoes he races to the door.
"Butters don't forget..."
He heard her speak but was out the door before she could finish.
His eyes burned as the sun hit his face. Slamming his feet on the pavement he ran towards the stop!
He watched as the orange coated kid steps on the bus making the bus doors slam.
"WAIT FOR ME"
He screamed waving his arms frantically in the air.
The exhaust blew in his face as he slams his knees into the pavement. Covering his face with his hands he starts to cry.
"BUNNI"
He hears a muffled yell as the sound of tires screeching to a stop.
Looking up he sees a face in the window of the bus
He smiles wide standing up, wiping tears off his face
Butters felt warm as he sprinted to the bus doors
"I'm sorry little guy I didn't see you coming, next time be at the stop before I get there okay"
The bus driver looks at him gesturing him to take a seat.
Butters steps on the bus gripping the straps of his pack.
Looking around he sees almost all the seats were full.
He places himself down in the front seat next to his friend Pip
"Why hullo Butters"
He hears the chipper boy speaking to him.
"Hi pip"
He says back looking out the bus doors windows.
"Why so down my friend it's your birthday your finally 18 cheer up lad"
Butters let's out a frustrated sigh as he pops his headphones in.
He pulls out his phone and starts to play music.
"Iv learned to slam on the break before I even turn the key. Before I make the mistake before I lead with the worst of me. Give em no reason to stare no slipping up If you slip away so I got nothing to share no I got nothing to say"
The sound of the music blasted through his ears as he smiles wide. He pauses the song looking at pip.
"Can we switch sides gee I would like to sit by the window if you don't mind"
The bus jolts to a stop slamming butters head against the back of the seat
"Holy hell"
He says covering his mouth
"Oh butters that would be fantastic here ya go"
Pip stands up moving infront of him, butters slides towards the window
"Thank you pip here share this with me"
He pops a earbud in pips ear as he fiddles with his phone playing the music again. As the bus heads to the last stop
School
"Step out step out of the sun if you keep getting burned step out step out of the sun because you've learned because you've learned
On the outside always looking in are you outside will I ever be more than I've ever been cuz I'm tap tap tapping on the glass I'm waving through a window I try to speak but nobody can hear so I wait around for an answer to appear while I watch watch watching people pass waving through a window. Can anybody see is anybody waving back at me"
He closes his eyes feeling the wind from the drivers window slip through his hair moving it from his face
He smiles wide taking a deep breath
Fall air was his favorite scent of he could capture the smell in a bottle he would.
He opened his eyes as he feels a light tap on his shoulder
"Mphm butters let's mpmfh go"
He looks over and sees the orange coated boy starring at him with crinkled eyes
"Ken... I mean Kenny yeah I'm coming"
He chuckles at the surprised look on the boys face when the word Ken escaped his lips.
~~~~
Butters let out a deep sigh as he walked though the highschool doors, watching eyes fall upon his small figure. Ignoring every stare, snicker, and pointed finger.
There was never a day where Butters was not getting looked at or even made fun of.
He could never understand what was wrong with him, was it his eyes, was it the way he walked, talked, or even smiled.
But he never let that stop him from letting a broken smile fall upon his lips. With out even knowing butters was standing in front of his locker, turning the nob 2-14-24, pulling the lock up his locker flies open, his locker was very neat
Books in order from class to class
He has pictures of him and pip
Tweek and craigs homecoming photo and even Stan and kyles homecoming photo.
He smiles letting a tear slip down his pink cheeks as he looks at kens prom photo,
Butters and Ken had both gone with there friends
But ended up taking homecoming photos together.
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"Bunni why are you hear alone"
Kenny sighs through his hood.
Butters eyes shot up and looked at the purple eyed boy, it was easier to hear him now that he didn't have the huge hood conversing his mouth,
Kenny was dressed in a orange tux with a light blue tie not even tied correctly.
Butters reached over pulling Kenny close by his tie undoing it
"Butters hey I just learned."
"Ken you silly boy your tie is on backwards"
Kenny looks down as butters undoes the tie taking it off him.
"So Ken you flip it like this, and you pop up your collar of you suit, nice suit by the way"
Butters let out a giggle watching Kenny's face turns a shade of pink.
"Don't tell anyone but I stole it, I'm going to take it back tonight but I just really wanted to impress this boy"
Butters eyes fell as he continues to fix Kenny's tie quietly.
Kenny was giving Butters the strangest look as he finished tying his tie.
"Bunni.?"
"I wont tell anyone Ken... And i know he will love it, go get em tiger"
Butters smiles as he pushes Kenny off
"No no butters, i... Wanna go get photos done with my
My date blew me off. And I need photos or my.. the boys will all be upset."
Butters let's out a giggle
"Sure think Ken I would love to take a photo with you"

Kenny places his arm out for butters to latch on to.
Butters could feel the beat of his heart in hit throat
Kenny
The boy he has been in love with since middle school
Wanting to take homecoming photos with him.
He could feel his cheeks turning red as they make it to the booth
"Okay boys choose a pose. We are taking 3 photos
1 is 10
2 is 15
And all 3 is 20
But you can always just take all three so pose on three"
Kenny wrapped his arms around butters prom style.
1.
2.
3.
Snap
Kenny turns butters around looking him in the eyes smiling wide, butters felt his heart skip a beat and Kenny took his mask off showing his smile butters smile back at him looking up at the blonde
1.
2.
3.
Snap
"Close your eyes butters"
Butters closes his eyes. He felt warm hands touching his cheeks
"Don't open till they take the photo okay"
Butters nods
1.
2.
3.
Butters felt soft lips touch his own.
SNAP
He opened his eyes to see Kenny talking quitely to the ladies
Butters ran
He didn't look back
"BUTTERS"
His face was red
His heart hurt
His head pulsated
He couldn't believe it
"Oooooh geeeee"
He said running into Stan
"Calm down butters whats wrong"
"Going home. Give this to Kenny tell him I want atleast one picture "
He throws 25 dollars in Stan's hand and runs from the school.
~~~~~~~
"AGH BUTTERS"
Jumping at the loud voice butters slams his locker closed turning around to see tweet smiling at him, A slight twitch happening ever so often.
"Oh Tweek hey. Hello... what's up.?"
Tweek grabs his arm interlocking then together.
"So token is throwing a party tonight. And I just so happened to inform him that it's also your birthday today, sooooo saying that. You coming to the party. Kenny will be there"
A pink blush fell upon the boys cheeks. He looked down at his feet. Kicking the air a little.
"I uh. Sure yeah why not"
Tweek smiled once more wrapping his arms around the other. He gave the top of his head a kiss before heading into an open door.
"See you at lunch. AGK"
He waved at the other. A sigh leaving his lips.
"Sure thing buddy"

//thanks for all the reads! Sorry for the long chapters! I'm not a short writer so be aware.