YinWar AU [COMPLETED]

FEELINGS

It's really evening now and he's still not awake, it's been past 10 hours that he's still laying on my bed. I don't know what I'm going to do, I'm a mess right now thinking of him, I'll doing back and forth walking to wait him to wake up. I even called his name many times but still he never response and even move his body. Like I said, I know that he is already dead but this time, it's really hurts me seeing him like that. His left hand is still in faded.

My mom's calls me lately to eat dinner but I'm not in the mood to eat.

FLASHBACK

My mom knocked on my door.

"Son, let's eat now!" she is outside in my room

"You can go first mom, I have no appetite to eat now."

"Why? Is there's a problem my son?"

"No-no mom! I'll going to eat later."

"Uh, okay my son. You'll going to eat later okay? Promise me."

"Yes mom, I'll promise."

END OF FLASHBACK

"War?" I'm still calling his name, "please ... wake up! Do-don't leave me. Please, don't disappear!" I hugged him tight while I'm sobbing.

I'm still hugging him then later on, I felt of a hand touched in my back and rubbed it. I pulled out myself from hug then I look unto his face, he's awake now!

"War?" I wiped my tears and hugged him again. "Thank you ... you're awake now! ... I'm so happy." I said while I hugging him. Then, I pulled out myself again and look into his face again. "Are you okay now?"

He nodded, "hm I'm okay now! Thanks."

"Yo-you scared me." I look down in sadness. "You sleep for almost 10 hours, I thought you're not going to be awake, I thought you're going to leave me or disappear."

He formally sit in the bed, "Yin ... for what happen now is still the same like before in the market. See? I'm still awake and sees you. Leave you or disappear will never be happen and besides I'm a ghost already so don't worry." he said while smiling.

"That's why I'm scared because even you are a ghost, I'm scared that you will be disappear soon."

He's became silent of what I said.

"And there's one thing why I'm scared because ..." I looked into his left hand and it's back. "You're hand is back!"

He looks confused, "H-huh?"

"I said you're hand is back, it's faded lately when you passed out."

He looks shocked what I said, "Really?" he said then I nodded. I'll check again his hand and it's really back, it's really complete.

I hold his hand, "I feel relieved that you're okay now but scared at the same time because what if, it will happen again? ... I really don't know what I'm going to do."

He hold my hands, "Sorry if I feel you worry. Honestly, I don't know how to react about this because I know in myself that I'm already died so that I'm not scared to be gone ..."

"... but I am." I cut his saying. "I'm scared ... I'm scared that someday you will be disappear in my sight. You know what, I am happy to see you every morning when I'm woke up, I am happy to talk with you, playing along with you and sleep with you. I think, I know now what I'm feelings for you."

"Yin ... what do you mean?"

"I like you War ... I like you!" I am truly to myself now and full of confidence to say that to him because I really like him.

He became silent for a seconds and he just looking at me.

"I meant it War, I really like you .. I'm serious about it" I'm still holding his hand and move it towards my chest to touch it, "This ... this heartbeat ..." my heart is really fast beating and I think he feel it, "... is it because of you War. Because of you!"

"Yin ... I like you too since the first day I saw you here." I wide my eyes when I heard that and looks to him in the eyes that full of excitement. "but we cannot be together because I'm a ghost Yin, we have a different world and you know that."

I became silent of what he said. He is right but I don't care if he is a ghost, I'm still like him and I am happy that he likes me too. I acted childish this time.

"I know ... but you are already in my heart ... we can be together. So please .. stay with me War."

".. but we cannot do anything like alive couples do in this world because I am a ghost .." I cut his saying because I kissed him, I can't help it. I felt the coldness of my lips into his lips and his lips is really smooth. Later on, he pulled away from kissing.

"Yin, I cannot give all you want." he look down and sad.

"Being with you is enough." I smiled to him and kiss his forehead.

WAR POV

After he confess to me, I feel happy because we are in the same feelings but sad at the same time because we are in a different world. I can't give him all he wants like alive couples do. I don't want to hurt him. 'I'm so sorry Yin that you meet me this way.' my mind's talking.

We are in a dining now because he feels hungry and after a few minutes, he finally done eating and were back in our room to sleep.

"Goodnight War." he smiled to me and I smiled him back, "Goodnight Yin."

He closed his eyes and sleeps sided position, his body and his face is infront of me while his right hand is hugging to my body. I look to his face, his eyes, his nose and his lips. I feel until now the kissing that happen lately.

After a few hours, he is in a deep sleep but me, is still awake since I sleep 10 hours lately so I can't feel sleepy. I looking in the ceiling and thinking our conversation lately. I don't know what we are now since he never ask me to become his boyfriends but I know that he likes me and I like him too.

>>>> TO BE CONTINUE <<<<

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