"DISTANCE IS NOT A MERE REASON TO STOP LOVING A PERSON''
This is what i wanted u all to know,.let me share you about my love story .
i'm a woman who had dreamed to be with the guy who would love me endlessly. all of us were searching for our one true love..some might think of this as a waste of time but in reality we r bound to fall in love and to be hurt ,just like me..when i was just a high school student i'd been into relationships until i'd reach college..at first it was so happy and i felt like i'm always in love but as time passed by love fades away ...all of the joy was changed into tears and sorrow... i was always played with the guys i'd loved.. they are not concerned with me!they don't even care if i'm hurt or sad ;all they wanted was to enjoy and to throw me away when they got tired.... i'd been blinded by LOVE FOR SO MANY TIMES... I'd failed&hurt somebody's feeling because of LOVE in short i'm a big fool:>
but GOD had heard my prayers .i was in 3rd year college when i got to know about this guy. we became friends through text,,he gave me a lot of reasons to smile..he had serve as my strength whenever i'm down..encourages me to fight against circumstances,,,until our friendship was turned into lovers,.although we are happy, we could'nt deny the fact that our relationship had been tested for so many times. we had hurt each others feelings.and got tired of what we have ....he became busy with his studies&work as well as I am...
because we are in a long distance relationship we are teased by our friends..they always told us that our relationship would easily fall apart:(...to be direct they don't believe in LDR because they really wanted their partners to be with them. as a woman i am weak especially if the guy is always busy .. i would thought that he might be with someone else or might have another affair with a woman prettier than me>,,,i know how none sense but that is who i am exactly...
days had passed
i became busy txtng my friends and i'd forgot to update my boyfriend but actually were just the same...as a matter of fact he joined a clan..he forgot to text me nor ask me if what is happening with me; if i'm alive or what so ever..bla..bla..bla..
i'm in my OJT at Cebu when he confessed..he told me that in times that we r not communicating with each other he courted a girl and aside from that they became lovers,,but because he still loves me he decided to broke up with that girl...i was hurt and cried for so many nights:(he apologize so i forgive him,,,but after that i'd questioned his love for me... i'm thinking that maybe i was just a pass time for him....
our problem didn't last.. his friend and i became close,instead of txting my bf i would choose to txt or call his friend ...i broke up with him.. he was so sad and he asked for a 2nd chance but i never gave him that chance...
after that incident his friend and i became lovers..i was happy again but every day half of me was still thinking of him..in my whole life this was the first time that i felt so dumb with no reasons why....MAYBE I couldn't just forget him...or maybe i'm guilty for what i've done .
i couldn't sleep that night so i tried to call him but sad to say he didn't answer my call.i don'tknow why am i acting this way but i know this was so wrong for i have my new bf already...i cried and cried until i fell asleep..
it was a bright shiny day ...i was at my school with my friend jv...we were chatting when my phone rangs,,,,i was some kind of nervous when i had seen his name on the screen of my phone...i don't know what to do,,but with my shaking hand i answered his call..i'd heard his voice ...i dontknow what i feel but i know deep inside that i'm happy because he called me...but apparently i heard a voice coming from a woman,,,my smile was turned into a deep breath,,i got conscious if who is with him,i heard a sarcastis voice as if it was telling me that i'm just disturbing them,,,,then the call ended....
after a moment..
he called again but still i could heard the woman laughing ...it seems that they were having a good time...i was so mad and with no fear i asked him to gave the phone to that woman.. then he gave it to her...
we talked but still that woman was laughing just like a wicked witch,,,she told me to stop calling his boyfriend(my x bf)..i don't know whats happening but my tears begun to fall... i was hurt again ...so deeply.. i dont know what to say..she told me that i dont have the right to talked to her bf cause his not really meant for me..she said that my x bf couldn't love me because i am far from him&we havn't seen each other yet....she insult me for so many times....this was the first time that i'm walking in the hallway with tears in my eyes...my friends were also mad for they know that i dont deserve this...my teachers told me that i'm beautiful&smart and must not cried for that guy..but i could no longer take the pain ..i cried...cried...cried...
for the past few days i lost my appetite,,i had big eyebugs because i couldn't sleep at night...i got tired of txting my current bf and because of that we broke up...
after that lonely day i called my ex bf's mother,,we are close and she traets me like her own child..i shared about what happened and she got mad cause of that,,she told me that they are not vote to my x bf's new gf...they told me that they are so sad cause of our break up,..some pain in me somehow disappeared...i am some what glad for i had felt their love and care for me....they toldme that my x bf and his gf were already separated..
after my graduation i went home in my home town,,,when i was there my ex bf and i got the chance to fix our relationship..i gave him another chance...we are both so happy because we have come up that we really love each other and that no one could stop us from being close to each other...
after few months of staying at my titas house i've decided to went to Taytay,Rizal to meet my bf...this was the day we are both waiting for...and on my way to the terminal he petch me with her mother...we hug each other ...two couples that are longing to each other....
and now i'm happy to let you know that we are together for almost 4months,,we don't care about what others says cause as a matter of fact we are open to our families..i have the permission of my father for staying in their house...and beside we are not doing something wrong and we are both in the right age...
this is my love story...i apologize if it was not as clear as what other writers work.thanks...
mj<3
