did i ever tell you, that i love you?|| Daisuga

part 1🙈

Suga's POV

walking out of therapy with my mother and my therapist. not focusing on my surroundings, hopefully getting to practice on time. i don't want Daichi to be mad at me if I'm a few minutes late. I'll just text him and say I might be late.

I'm glad he isn't mad or anything. "Sugawara! Get in the car! You're going to be late for practice!" oh my mom. I scratched the back of my neck and smiled a little. "Oh! Sorry mom!" I sat down in the back seat with my bag. My mom turned on the radio station and my favorite song came on. I started singing along quietly so my mom wouldn't hear.

(all credits to the artist)

"𝑠𝑜 𝑖𝑡 𝑑𝑜𝑛𝑡 𝑚𝑎𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒 𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑠 𝑚𝑒, 𝑖𝑓 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑐𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑠𝑎𝑦 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑛𝑒𝑒𝑑 𝑚𝑒. 𝐼'𝑙𝑙 𝑏𝑒 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑔 ℎ𝑜𝑚𝑒, 𝐼'𝑙𝑙 𝑏𝑒 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑔 ℎ𝑜𝑚𝑒" I sang along quietly. We finally made it to practice, my mom dropped me off and I kissed her goodbye on her cheek.

The good part is I wasn't late at all! I was actually kind of early. It was only Asahi, Hinata, and Kageyama. Wonder where Daichi is? He is always here first. "Oh! Hello, Suga!" i looked at Hinata and smiled at him. "Hey! I'm going to change, I'll be right back! NO FIGHTING! IF I HEAR THAT SOMEONE FOUGHT SOMEONE HERE, I WILL MAKE YOU RUN TEN LAPS AROUND THE SCHOOL!" I smiled and walked away. Sometimes I think I scare them sometimes.

I walked into the club room thinking I would be the only one there, but then there he is. Daichi. Getting changed in front of my two eyes. I gasped but sadly he heard and gasped even louder. "OH MY GOD SUGA! I DIDNT KNOW YOU WERE HERE! I AM SO SORRY!" He blushed a dark red. "No! No! It's my fault! I should've knocked first! You can change I'll leave!" With that I left the room. You must be thinking. 'SuGa wHY ArE yOu oVeRrActInG?! YOu bOth hAvE seEn EaCH oThER shIrTleSs!' Well first shut up. Second off we haven't. That's the first time I have ever seen him without a shirt.

Daichi POV

Jesus Christ Jesus Christ Jesus Christ Jesus Christ! AHH IM SO EMBARRASSED! Ugh poor suga he did want to see me like that- ugh that was so embarrassing. I walked out the club door trying my hardest to not look at Sugawara. But it's really hard. He is one beautiful person. Shut it daichi! He doesn't like you! Ugh. "Uhm, hey I'm sorry like actually, you can get changed now. I'm gonna help Hinata bit." he looked like something was wrong with him. "Hey suga, are you okay?" He looked back at me. "I guess..." poor guy, he didn't ask for all that stuff to happen to him.

I grabbed his hand and pulled him to a spot I like to be when I'm alone. "Where are we?" He looked around while saying that. "It's a little hiding spot!" I laughed a little. "Anyway, do you wanna talk about?" I saw some tears go down his face. "It's just been kind of hard lately, I have to go the therapy now and it sucks. My therapist is the worst! School has gotten harder, a lot of stress, my parents been fighting a lot mostly because of my hospital bills. It's just a lot of stuff..." he started crying, tears going down his face so quickly. "Hey, don't worry things will be okay soon! You can come stay with me!"

I heard foot steps coming down the hallway. "I'm telling you Tanaka they are probably fucking!" Suga head shot up at the end of that sentence he heard. "WHO HERE IS CUSSING?! NOT ON MY WATCH!!" He ran down the hallway chasing Noya and Tanaka. I laughed a little walking back over the the gym. "Ah! Look he's here! Showing up fashionably late captain?" embarrassment. "Sorry coach! I was just finishing up something!" I mean obviously I wasn't.

(AYE TIME SKIP CAUSE ITS LATE AT NIGHT!🌚)

I tried to catch up to Sugawara, damn he walks fast! We were walking to my house because he is staying for the week. "I think you know the way to my house more then I do!" I laughed while putting my right hand on my neck. "I guess..." that kind of ruined the mood a little. "Well how has classes been going?" He turned around to face me "hate it, it's going bad" for the rest of the night I tried to cheer him up, but it's kind of hard. But I had a smart idea, "Sugawara, the team is coming over for a bit" he nodded at me as he headed to the bathroom, he's probably going to get changed.

Suga POV

As walked into the bathroom with a small razor in my hand, I locked the door and sat next to the bath tube. Making a deep cut into my skin with some blood coming out I cleaned off some blood and wrapped it up and changing into my pajamas. I unlocked the door and went into the living room soon to see the whole volleyball team. "Hey Sugawara! What took you so long? It's been like twenty minutes?" I been in there for that long? oh no. "Oh, I was just having some trouble with my shirt!" I said as I tried to laugh it off. Daichi looked at me as he knew that I was faking it but just didn't want to tell me. You know I know my parents told him about my problems, that's why he doesn't want me to play. He doesn't want me to get injured.

It's kind of obvious because I heard my parents talking to him about it. They really can't whisper. "Oh! Okay! Anyway let's play never have I ever!" Hinata always wants to play that game. "OKAY! Let me start!! Okay, okay. Never have I ever had my first kiss?" Nishinoya, Asahi, Kageyama, and Hinata put a  finger down. "Never have I ever came out to someone?" As Nishinoya said that, Nishinoya, Asahi, Hinata, Kageyama, and Daichi- WAIT DAICHI?! HUH?! WAIT HE CAME OUT?! HE NEVER TOLD ME! My eyes shot up at him while he looked at me. "Wait Daichi you did what?!" He looked confused for a second and then realized what I was talking about. "Oh! I forgot about you guys! Yeah, I'm gay!" He smiled a bit. YAY I HAVE A CHANCE!

The next question left Daichi speechless. "Never have I ever had it have a crush on my childhood best friend?" Half of the team looked at me and Daichi, I knew he didn't like me so he didn't put a finger down. But I, i put a finger down. He looked at me dead in the eye like I did something wrong. Everyone even Daichi knew I had one childhood best friend and that Daichi. "Suga- I," i cut him off. "No! I need a moment right now." I went back to the bathroom for a bit just to be by myself. I did nothing to myself, nothing. But then there was a knock. And guess who it was.

Aye! Anyway I stopped right there cause this was pretty long! Anyway hoped you like it!