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𝗗𝗶𝗼𝗿 𝗥𝘆𝗮𝗻𝘀𝗼𝗻 𝟮 𝗠𝗼𝗻𝘁𝗵𝘀 𝗟𝗮𝘁𝗲𝗿
EXCUSE ALL MISTAKES👩🏽🦲
Today was Kaylani's gender reveal, as much as I wanted to stay inside and hide from the world, I couldn't, I had to be there for my best friend.
Nobody besides Carter saw me in a couple of weeks. Most of them checked up on me and asked how I was doing but I always told them that I was good because what the fuck would they do if I wasn't.
I got out of bed grabbing my phone off the charger and making my way to the bathroom.
"I forever got you" I rubbed my small baby bump. I was about 4 months, nobody knew and I wasn't planning on telling anybody besides Bashar.
I felt like this whole situation would be a burden to him. He was so early in his career and for me to have his baby so early, it was a huge responsibility.
I didn't know how much longer I could hide it from my mother, she wasn't here for teen pregnancies at all so I could only imagine how she would react.
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"Yo, you good?" Dafi questioned taking a seat next to me.
"Yeah" I reassured him with a small smile on my face.
Dafi, Trey, Leilani and I were setting up before everybody came.
"Where you been Dior?" Trey questioned trying to decorate a table.
"I been coolin', tryna stay out the mix" I shrugged telling half the truth. My ass wasn't coolin' at all. Anxiety and depression was hitting me like a fucking school bus all at once.
"As you should, but that don't mean go ghost on everybody, you mad dayroom now" Leilani spoke.
"I ain't go ghost" I shrugged. "Like I said I separated myself out of the mix and went my own ways.. i'd anybody wanted to get in touch with me they could've" I shrugged.
"Anyways-" Dafi tried to change the subject. "Y'all done with the decorations?"
I nodded looking at the beautiful display we all did. That shit was fye as hell even though it didn't feel like we did enough.
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