Forbidden Past

Chapter 1

The rain is pouring like crazy, you look out the window and take a look at the sky. It's very cloudy, they have a shade of dark gray to them. You put your hand on the glass of the window, the warmth of your hand fogged the window making a hand print of sorts.

*The window feels cold... actually I feel like the whole house is getting colder by the minute!*

you remove your hand from the window, leaving a fogged hand print of sorts. You turn around and walk towards your bed, you grab the blanket that was neatly folded on the edge of the bed. You unfold it and cover your shivering legs with it.

* well wearing shorts wasn't the best idea when it's December. At least this fuzzy blanket will warm me up! Actually is the heater not working? I should ask my mom maybe she turned it off.*

you remove the blanket and slide your legs out. You turn your body sitting at the edge of the bed, then you slip your feet into some fuzzy slippers and slowly get out of bed. You make your way out of your room and towards the hallway. Since your room is all the way at the end of the hallway you had to walk from one end of the hallway to about halfway and into the stairs. while walking you pass you're older brothers room.

reference:
Brothers name: Kenji
Age: 19

* i wonder if kenji is home... hopefully he isn't overworking himself again. After our father died he feels responsible for me and mother but he shouldn't he should focus more on his studies but he focuses more on us for some reason... it wasn't his fault what happened after all*

you keep walking and get to the stairs once at the bottom of the stairs you scan the living room in search of your mother. She's nowhere to be found, you make your way towards the kitchen. You turn the corner and freeze in your tracks tears forming up in your eyes and streaming down your cold face. Right in front of you on the floor was your mothers lifeless body surrounded by a puddle of blood. You stand there frozen holding your breath without even realizing it and-

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" anything else you can tell me about that day, y/n?"- therapist

you slowly move your head up. Giving a cold glare to your therapist. And then slowly move your head back down staring at the floor trying not to remember what Happened that fateful evening, yet all those flashbacks are coming back like it was yesterday. You can clearly see your mothers lifeless body on the floor like if you just had just experienced it all over again.

"....uh...sure..."-y/n

"Take your time!"- therapist

"I was frozen in my tracks for a while. Before I knew what I was doing my body was walking towards my mother, it was like I disconnected from the world and my body was moving on its own. I remember getting on my knees getting all my clothes drenched in blood but not caring one bit. I remember wrapping my arms around my mother and whispering in her ear trying to see if she could wake up. Once realizing that I've lost her forever, I remember having tears in my eyes and crying, While hugging her lifeless body....after that I don't remember anything"-y/n

"that's all right! How about you tell me how you felt after seeing your mother in such a state, y/n?"-therapist

You slowly move your hands to your face covering it. Not knowing what to do or say at this moment since you can't remember almost anything from that day

" it's quite all right if you don't remember. How about we leave it here and talk more about it in our next session!" -therapist

You nod your head and then slowly remove your cold hands from your face and setting them on your sides. Then you slowly start to get up and once you lift your head up your therapist extends her hand to shake your hand, you slowly lift your hand up and shake her hand after that you make your way out thinking about the session over and over again.

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HI LOVES THIS IS SOMETHING NEW IM WORKING ON SO FAR IM SORRY ITS SO SHORT BUT ILL BE UPDATING THIS EVERY THURSDAY! BUT FOR NOW THIS IS A "TEASER" FOR WHATS TO COME!!!
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Questions:

What happened to your brother?
Why can't you remember what happened?

ALL IN THE NEXT CHAPTER🤍