My parents continue to fight. I have dyslexia I found out. I have voices in my head that tell my things like "you don't deserve to live" or "your ugly go cut yourself more!" I listen to them. The voices also tell me of different ways to kill someone when I meet them or they tell me that they don't deserve to live either. I act tough at school which makes the bullying worse. When I get home I'm a stupid sniffling little baby. One day it was really hot at school so I wore shorts and short sleeves. BIG mistake! Everyone stared at me and made fun of me more even one of my old , highlight old, best friends called me a "attention seeking whore who is probably the most stupid person ever!" I cut myself more and the voices are louder now I think I'm crazy. I feel like I could hurt someone, like I'm a walking time bomb or something. Cuz I have violent outbreaks sometimes and both physically and mental lying hurt people. Resulting in more bullying, more cutting.
