As soon as Joshua walked out, Sofia closed the door to my trailer and ran to me.
"Did you guys kiss?" She asked excitedly
"I..I think we were going to" I stuttered.
"Oh God I'm so sorry I didnt know" she apologized.
"NO, ITS OKAY" I said while getting up.
"Let's just go, I don't want to talk about this" I said while rubbing my forehead.
Sofia nodded, she knew better than pushing on this topic because I would just ed up getting annoyed.
We were going to kiss, I wanted to, he wanted to too, I could see it in his eyes that he wanted to.
I'm not mad or annoyed that Sofia walked in though.
We chatted a little bit about a dance routine Sofia has been learning.
"I'll show it to you once we go home. It's amazing but super tiring" she said while entering the hair and make up trailer.
I walked in and noticed the rest of the cast members here too.
It's weird, the only time we all are actually in the trailer together is in the morning.
I waved hi to everyone, Sofia and I walked to rest of the girls.
I didnt really want to talk about Josh and i almost kissing but i would feel guilty if I end up not telling rest of the girls.
I took in a deep breath and said,
"So umh... I have to tell y'all something" I said.
I wasnt very loud, I couldnt afford Josh listening to this.
All of then got excited and asked me to continue.
"Do not scream please" I begged.
"Even CMON just tell us already" Olivia whined.
"Josh and I almost kissed" I said, i could feel blush creeping up to my cheeks.
"WHEN" dara asked, trying no to shout.
"Like 5 minutes ago, they literally would have kissed but I walked in" Sofia said and face palmed herself.
"SOF OH GOD" Julia shouted.
This caught the attention of the rest of the people in the trailer.
The guys gave us a 'What's happening' look.
My eyes widened when I saw them walk towards us
"Okay no one says anything" I hushed them to not talk about it.
The girls nodded.
"So, why did y'all scream?" Larry said while putting one arm around Julia.
There is something seriously going on between them.
I need to ask Julia about this later.
"Oh umh Eve was just telling us that Isabella is planning on visiting slc soon" sof said.
Matt and few of the guys were confused because they had never heard her name.
"Oh yah, Isabella is my bestfriend, she lives in Cali" I said and the look of confusion soon disappeared from the guys faces.
This wasnt entirely a lie, I had told the girl about belle's plans but last week.
Till now I hadn't built up the courage to look at Joshua.
I was scared that if I would look up, I would meet his eyes.
"So will she live with us?" Frankie asked, pulling my away from my thought.
"I'm not entirely sure yet, she told me she will book a room and just spend time with us when we dont have to shoot" I cleared out.
"Hell no, ask her to not book a room, she can sleep with me" sof said.
"Even I told her that she could just stay in my room but she wasnt listening" I huffed.
"We all will end up convincing her" dara said.
I nodded and looked at the rest, which was a big mistake because 'rest' also consisted of Joshua.
My breath hitched as soon as our eyes met.
His eyes turned soft as soon as they met mine.
His lips turned into a shy smile which was enough for me to let go of my breath that I didnt know I was holding.
Just one smile and I knew things were not gonna be awkward.
I smiled back with a genuine smile.
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always, I'll care
Random"Dont miss me too much" Joshua said. "I'll try not to, you idiot" I said with a small smile. We just looked at each other for a few seconds before he pulled me into a hug. His hugs were always so comforting.
