Kian left almost as quickly as he walked in. I felt a sadness rush through me as I knew it was my fault. He deserves it though. Well that's what I told myself.
When Jc left about an hour later I drew my knees to my chest. I began sobbing. I remembered everything. My head spinning as I rocked backwards and forwards to the beat of my headache.
I nearly screamed out loud from the pain before remembering that other people were in this house. Including Kian. I didn't want to seem weak . My legs now awkwardly clasped to my chest because of the casts on my arm and leg.
I felt useless. I couldn't even get intimate bed by myself anymore and it's Kian's fault. It's his fault amy's dead. But it's my fault I'm not independent.
I finally stopped sobbing but the room span faster until my vision blurred.
I remembered everything. I remembered the people in the room, my Youtube channel, my life. And it hurt like hell as I recalled every memory, good and bad, faster than my mind could process.
It hurt so much, I wished for it to stop. Finally unconsciousness fell upon me and I willingly let my eyes shut as I entered a restless slumber.
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Wishes //Lawlorff Fanfic//
FanfictionKian and Sam are two parts of O2l, a popular Youtube channel. Shipped constantly, their friendship whithers due to pressure. But one wish could change it all.
