You meet the love of your life in target he treats you like a princess does everything for you but he doesn't want to be with you because his heart belongs too someone else but there's a problem...
(The different parts are chapters btw)
So my mom died a few months ago of oral cancer, I'm not going to go into detail because every single time I do I get in my feelings ,cry and listen to lost by frank ocean and I don't really have time for that. Anyways as I was saying my mom passed and me and my father wanted a new fresh start so we decided to move to New Jersey, I didn't really care that much since all my friends was toxic so a fresh start would be good. We got to our new house and chile when I tell you it was so nice my bedroom was soooo big I had already planned were all the furniture was gonna go my dad came in with my mattress and said I should go to bed because we have a long day tomorrow unpacking. (Next Week) The whole house is done and my bedroom is just goals i mean look at it 😍
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It's literally giving my butterflies... well I'm not sure if it's my room or the fact that I'm starting school tomorrow, not to mention that toilet boy (Mattia) is in my year. I guess it's kind of cool but I do have a slight crush on him so I really don't to make a fool out of myself. 12:00 - I can't sleep it's too hot 11:00 - maybe Noah beck has posted a new tiktok let me just check 2:00 - I'm getting the butterflies again and it's making me feel sick 3:00 - Shit there is no way I'm going to sleep in the devils hour 5:00 - ok I'm actually tired now....
BROOKLYN!!! what... GET UP ITS 8:18 SCHOOL STARTS IN LIKE 30 MINUTES shit shit SHIT ohhhh noo this is not how I was expecting my first day to go ok I will wear some grey joggers and a red tight crop top-> Now for hair You: DAD CAN YOU MAKE ME A COFFEEEEE PLEASEEE When I tell you I ran to the car like there was no tomorrow. I look on Snapchat too see how I look and tbh I don't even look that bad considering I spent only 20mins on hair and makeup
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Dad: checking yourself out I see. You: No I'm not. Dad: you sure. You: ok maybe a little. Dad: Lynn promise me that you won't just focus on boys and actually focus on school work. You: haha I promise dad. (5 minutes later) So basically we are almost at school and I'm not even that... oh no no no no no no don't do this too me today I went on my app flow and yep it was today my period is dew today and great I don't even have a pad woowwww and also to make matters worse I'm wearing grey. I want to cry I can't ask my dad to turn around because he is a man I can't tell him about my period, That's so embarrassing! I have an idea I will run to the nurses office and ask for a pad. (At school) I feel like a spy whenever I see someone I hide behind a wall I don't care who stupid I look because THIS IS A LIFE OR DEATH SITUATION shit the bell. I saw loads of people turning from the corner WERE THE FUCK IS THE NURSES OFFICE????? Oh it's here Nurse: do you have a note ? Me: No but I'm hoping- Nurse: sorry hun it's lesson time you need a note from your teacher before we can do anything. Great now I need to find my class. luckily for me no blood has leaked through to my joggers yet but that's only because my 🐱 is literally going 💢 so I'm in room 28 according to this time table. The class is just down the corridor at least I won't have to walk that far to get to it. Teacher: so class welcome back, today- ~knock knock~ Teacher: oh class I completely forgot to tell you we have a new student! Tell us your name You: hi my name is Brooklyn quin. I am literally shakingggggg I can't even swallow my spit I feel like I'm going to be sick Teacher: so brook I would like you to take a seat right over there please 👉🏼 I look up and my heart literally said ❤️⬇️ I felt even more sick, is he seriously pointing at... ALEJANDRO oh. My. Gosh. Wtf I slowly walk over and I was trying so hard to to have a heart attack. Anyways I had something to do but I can't remember so it must not be that important.. I look around the class to see if I could spot anymore of the NJ boys but it turns out Alejandro was the only one in this class Teacher: So class I would like you to pick a partner to be with for this project and make sure it's someone you get along with because once your partners up you can't change to anyone else. But the thing is I don't have any friends to be with great 👍🏽 Girl: Brooke ! You: Yh? Girl: Hi my name is Charli would you like to be my partner? You: Sure! Well that went better than expected (10 minutes later) 🔔🔔🔔 Me and Charli walk out the class we are talking about how are summers have been with the corona virus she is actually a really nice girl better then all my other friends in LA. I hear laughing I don't really think much of it but then it starts to get louder I turn around and I see Mattia and all the boys behind me staring at my ohh no I run as fast as I can everything is going on slow motion I can hear Charli having a go at the boys but I don't care my stomach is churning I can hear it my mouth starts to get really warm and I throw up all over the floor. I literally wanted to kill myself. This is the worst day of my life.
