Obsession {Sariano}

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Mar

It's been a week and I'm going crazy. I haven't went to go watch Samy Because I wanted to give him space. I did kill his best friend but with out him I can't even think straight.

He's out the hospital, I no that because I'll see him walk with his other friend Kairi around the Hall's at school. But Everytime he See's me he Looks at me like a deer in headlights lights and walk away.

I haven't been taking my pills in a while and my bipolar disorder is of the charts. That's why I hurt Samy so much, I can't control my rage at all. My mother sent me to a therapist but that didn't work so she then tried to send me to a crazy person's home. But that didn't end well for her.

So today I have decided I'm going to see Samy, I don't care what he says.

I got dress hopped in my car and drove to his house. I could see from his window he was in the room but also with somebody else. It was a light skin boy that had curly hair.

They started talking until the boy kissed Samy on the lips. They pulled away before going at it again.

The rage I felt it had no word for it. I felt so hurt that the person I'm in love with is kissing another boy.

I took a rock throwing it at the window. The boy's sperated looking at the window seeing me. Well not really because my face was covered with my black hoodie.

?:" WHAT THE HELL"
They both came out side and I removed my hoodie, Samy looked at me with wide eyes.

Samy:" Chill"
Like I said before about me not being able to control my anger well that's what happened.

My eyes darkened and I looked at the boy Before punching him in the face seeing blood.

Samy:" MAR STOP"
The boy was unconscious so to finish him I took a rock and smashed his face with it blood splattered all on my face and clothes.

Samy:" AHHHH"
Samy looked at my scared shitless. My eyes turned back and I looked back at the boy and dropped the rock. I stood up with shaky hands.

I tried to walk towards Samy but he stepped back with tears in his eyes.

Samy:" S-stay away"
Me:" S-samy I-i didn't mean t-to"
Samy:" WHAT DO YOU MEAN MAR, YOU FUCKING SMASHED A ROCK IN HIS HEAD"

Samy:" YOU ARE A CRAZY PHYSCO PATH THAT NEEDS HELP"
I looked him in the eyes and he had tears running down his face.
Samy:" Leave and the next time I see you I'm calling the cops"

I wasn't gonna just up and leave so instead I tackled him as he tried to fight me away.

Samy:" RAPE"
The nabors lights started to turn on making me have to run.

Samy

Mar took off running when I screamed. I looked back at Derek and called the police. After they took him I went back in my house to take a shower. Hearing a door open.

I turned off the shower wrapping my towel around my waist. As I exited the bathroom to my room I could hear rambling downstairs. So I walked down the stairs seeing a figure.

Me:" Who thee hell are you"
The person looked up and it was Mar. I ran to my room with him behind me.

Mar:" SAMY"
I was going to shut the door but he managed to open it.
Mar:" Please don't make me leave"

Me:" Mar you are a fucking killer"
Mar:" I can't control it"
Me:" What do you mean"
Mar:" I have a Bipolar Disorder, that's why I hurt you"
Me:" So your blaming you killing idcent people on your disorder"

He stayed silent.

Me:" Tell me why you killed the 2 boys that hit on me"

Mar:" Your my obsession"
Me:" W-what"

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Shit is getting real 🤭

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