Alien Memories

life sucks

Emily Evan's POV

Life couldn't be any fucking worse.

Sunday 8:00 am

     I woke up adam like usual so we could get ready for dads funeral. And I went to my room and put on my black dress that I got from the mall. I felt so emotionally and I didn't know why. I mean I know it my dads funeral but he wasn't really in my life. I mean I loved him will I still do love it's just I don't know why he always use. HE WAS NEVER THERE.

     After I was done getting ready I walked it the kitchen and saw mom smiling and make breakfast like nothing ever happened. I sat at the table and waited for breakfast. While I was at the table I kept on waiting for Maya to text me or call me. Maya was the only one I told about his dead and the funeral. She probably just sleeping . It is kinda early. "Foods ready" Adam walked in the room in his tuxedo and I never seen him so normal and fake. I don't know how to explain it-but usual I can tell how a person is by the style or there name but Adam seemed so plastic.

    "Finally food ready " eww Adam's eating waffles like a animal. At this moment it felt like no one even cared about dads dead. I kept on eating the waffle and eggs like nothing was wrong but it wasn't easy. My dad and mom didn't get divorced but I lived with him for two weeks in nevada so it feels like I really got to know him. "Ok does everyone have everything" "yeah" I grabbed my phone and put it in my mini back and said yeah. We walked out the door.

Mom started driving. I looked out window and started wondering if anyone else in this family even cared about dads dead and how Maya still didn't text or anything. Did she forget about the funeral? She probably hanging with her boyfriend. Does she even care, does anyone even care? The car stopped and we all out out the car and starting walking to the funeral. The funeral was outside and I never seen this many people I black before at a funeral in real life.

  
   Then I saw Maya and I ran to her and gave her a hug. "Omg I'm so sorry I didn't text you my mom took my phone" its fine I'm just so happy you care. "Yeah....so how are you doing I know this is probably really tuff for you". Uhh yeah I mean I miss him but I'm aright."are you sure" I nodded. The funeral started it was 9:00 am. They said some really sad things I couldn't help it, I couldn't hold it in. My eyes bursted with tears. I could feel maya putting her arm around my shoulder and whisper it going to be ok. I knew it wasn't going to be ok though. Then I noticed that mom wasn't crying I mean even adam was crying but she wasn't.

      The funeral was then over I cried the entire way home. I tried to get over it. Finally we arrive home and I ran straight to my room.

    It past a few hours and I felt better and I just knew to gett it all out. It not like he was ever really there anyways. While I was walking to the kitchen I saw adam in his room looking at maya's instagram and I can tell when somebody is staking someones instagram but I just kept on walking. I made a quesadilla it was so good it kind of took my mind off of things and then I realized there was school tomorrow.

It got late so I went to room and texted alex and james what happened. James and alex felt sorry for me. Then  my mom came to my room and ask if I wanted to go to school tomorrow I really wanted to see Alex, Maya, and james but I just said no cause I thought it was better if I stayed at home. I tried to go to sleep but I couldn't stop thinking about the funeral. Will this is going to be a long night.