noah's pov;
it was 1 am. i couldn't sleep. i had too many thoughts about anything and everything. i kept thinking about the worst case scenarios. scary ones to be exact.
it got to the point where i accidentally woke up jay. he was sleeping so soundly and i was over here moving like crazy.
"noah? why're you moving so much.." jay asked sleepily. i turned over to face him.
"i'm sorry baby. i didn't mean to wake you up," i say, cupping his cheek, "go back to sleep. 'kay?"
"not until you tell me what's wrong" jay said, him trying to make a mad face but horribly failed. i chuckle a little and jay smacks my chest.
"tell meeeeee!" jay begs.
i sigh and smile sadly at him, "i don't know.. all this stuff that's been happening recently is all so.. crazy? i guess you can say. it makes me think things that i probably shouldn't be thinking"
i watch jay's face to see any reaction. but there wasn't any. he just stared at me and then rolled his eyes. "you're so stupid" jay says, cuddling into my chest.
"hey! how am i stupid?" i asked confused. jay just started laughing a little.
"because.. hmm.. because everyone is worried about it" jay said. he obviously wasn't thinking correctly. he was still sleepy.
"that makes no sense" i chuckle. jay lifts his head from my neck. "yeah it does!" he pouts.
i shake my head and kiss him. jay didn't complain about it. when we came back for air, jay smiled. "okay, maybe it didn't make a lot of sense" he said.
"of course, you're still sleepy. sleepy little baby" i said, cooing at him. he giggled and hid his face in my neck again. "my sleepy little baby. mine mine mine"
just a little something because i haven't posted in a month. anyways, my bday is in 9 days! i'm so excited :D
-s
