I wanna see the sun drown himself at the end of the day
I wanna see the stars struggling to find the will to stay
I wanna see the moon who's insecure to show her face
I wanna see the man rejoice after loosing every race
I wanna sit in the ocean and feel her wrath on my skin
I wanna climb up the heavens and touch the lightning
I wanna call the flowers by name and caress the wind
I wanna find you again and call you my darling
I wanna ride my bike off a cliff straight into the lake
I wanna sing my songs on the roof of the marketplace
I wanna paint the brightest of colours on my grave
I wanna live hurt and free and broken and brave
I wanna break every bone but preserve my heart
I wanna dash my souls on the rocks to see if it can last
I wanna fill my lungs with tar and my liver full of poison
I wanna bury myself in the snow and wait till the morning
I wanna dip these blades in my arms to make them red
I wanna taste the cold trigger placed on my head
I wanna build my future upon these pillars of lies
I wanna pretend it's easier to live than it is to die
