Colby pov
I walk out of Hannah's room and fall asleep on the couch. I am so tired. I had to use my phone to track her down. It was scary going into her room and her not being there.
I wake up and hear crying. I go to Hannah's door and knock. She doesn't answer me. I go to open the door but it is locked. Great she locked me out. I hate to hear her in pain. She stops crying and I hear her walk around her room. I listen more then hear her say "What's up guys! Welcome back to my channel! Today I'm gonna be singing a cover of Zoey Wees's song Control. I love this song and it is a song that I think has a lot of meaning to me. Okay! I'm gonna start now." I hear her get quiet then her music starts.
Control lyrics
Early in the morning I still get a little bit nervous
Fighting my anxiety constantly I try to control it
Even when I know it's been forever I can still feel the spin
Hurts when I remember and I never wanna feel it again
[Pre-Chorus]
Don't know if you get it cause I can't express how thankful I am
That you were always with me when it hurts I know that you understand
[Chorus]
I don't wanna lose control
Nothing I can do anymore
Trying every day when I hold my breath
Spinning out in space pressing on my chest
I don't wanna lose control
[Verse 2]
Sometimes I still think it's coming but I know it's not
Trying to breathe in and then out but the air gets caught
Cause even though I'm older now and I know how to shake off the past
I wouldn't have made it if I didn't have you holding my hand
[Chorus]
I don't wanna lose control
Nothing I can do anymore
Trying every day when I hold my breath
Spinning out in space pressing on my chest
I don't wanna lose control
[Bridge]
I need you to know I would never be this strong without you
You've seen how I've grown you took all my doubt
Cause you were home
[Chorus]
I don't wanna lose control
There's nothing I can do anymore
I don't wanna lose control
Nothing I can do anymore (anymore), anymore
Trying every day when I hold my breath
Spinning out in space pressing on my chest
I don't wanna lose control
Her voice was so beautiful. I felt a tear slip down my cheek. "Thanks for watching my video! It means a lot to me! I love you all so much! See ya later! Bye!" I hear her sigh then flop on her bed. I could picture in my head perfectly how she had done it. She would throw herself on the bed. Her blonde hair spread out around her head. Her eyes closed from all the stress from lately. (I'm picturing this a certain way. Sorry if I'm not specific enough.) I needed to be with her. To comfort her. To there when she is in need. I loved her.
