▪︎ alex's pov ▪︎
i haven't streamed in almost a month. my fans are getting worried and they have every right to be. i'm a content creator, i'm supposed to be making content instead of just sitting around and crying!
right?
but every time i think of her, it crushes me. if i hadn't fucked things up, maybe i could've told her how i felt about her. maybe she felt the same? maybe we both knew that?
i mean, we did promise to marry each other if we never found anyone! it could've been a joke, but it's up to interpretation. to my interpretation, it was serious.
we promised that we'd live together when we were old enough, we promised that we'd get matching tattoos, we promised that we'd always be there for each other no matter what.
now those promises are broken.
how could i be so careless? what was i thinking? i ruined an amazing friendship that could've been something more. it should've been something more.
all because i thought i was being a good person, all because i thought i would be doing the right thing.
in the end, it only made me worse.
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la douleur exquise - quackity x reader
Fanfictiona french phrase that translates to "the exquisite pain." it refers to the pain of wanting someone who doesn't want you.
