Our Story (Tronnor)

our first glance.

T R O Y E

I have 2 very special bestfriends that mean the world to me, Connor and Tyler. Everybody thinks I like Tyler, because of the ship 'Troyler'. Don't get me wrong, I love Tyler, he's one of my bestfriends, I can always count on him, but I don't see us getting any closer than that. But Connor's a different story. Connor and I were introduced to eachother through Tyler of course, but I've watched Connor on YouTube ever since before our first meet. I then found out Connor watched my videos too. The first day I met Connor, my stomach instantly filled up with butterflies. His green eyes, soft brown hair (in a very good looking quiff), and his personality. We clicked instantly when we first met, which is rare to me. We got closer ever since, and I've become very honored to have him in my life.

- fast forward almost a year later -

Connor came out to me around January. And honestly, I couldn't be more proud of him. I love that now he can truly be himself, without having to pretend and getting shy. I'm so happy that he can tell me anything & everything, and I would say same, but there's one secret I haven't told him yet. I'm falling for him. I can't help it. His smile, his laugh, his personality, him. He's perfect. There's not one single thing I would change about him. I've given him hints, by blushing at him, laughing at all his jokes, smiling at him, and just trying to be around him as much as possible. 

Me, Connor, and Tyler just had a fun, fulfilled day and we were ready to go home. We all said our goodbyes, had a group hug (like always), and got into our cars to drive home. As soon as I got home, I tried to turn on the lights, and nothing turned on. I went to every other room in my place and nothing. Shit. I needed a place to stay at while the electricity was getting fixed, so I decided to ask Connor. I texted him saying:

"hey con da bon, so my power is off. fml :( do you think i could stay at your place? i'll try to get it fixed as fast as possible."

I get a response 2 minutes later.

"of course, troye da boiye. youre welcome to stay as long as you need to (; but you better hurry up because im making some bomb ass coffee." 

"deal. you and your coffee obssession just amazes me."

"duh."

The conversation ended. His response made me blush a little, not gonna lie. "youre welcome to stay as long as you need to (;"  Really, he had to put a winky face? The thought of staying in Connor fucking Franta's place is leaving me in shock. I packed some clothes into my backpack and walked over to his place, which ironically was about 7 minutes away. And during that 7 minutes, I couldn't help but think. I started to think about us, and what would become of us in the future, or soon. I fell for him more after everything he did. It's like he cast a spell on me, but I was okay with that. I want this to be magical. I keep having these thoughts occuring over and over again in the back of my head; what is he actually likes me back? But before I get myself into all the "what if's", I don't wanna get my hopes up.

I arrive at Connor's doorstep and I ring the doorbell. He instantly opens the door and welcomes me in. "Troyeee!" He pulls me in for a hug, and I think to myself, "Goddamn, he's so warm, and soft. I could stay here forever." 

"Sorry again for the last minute changes, stupid electricity." I say.

"It's ok, mi casa is your casa." Connor replies.

"Uhm, isn't it supposed to be 'mi casa es su casa'? I say, correcting him.

"Do not come for me." He says back with a serious tone, but I know he's joking around. He guides me to the couch and he offers to take my luggage into the guest room. I could smell the aroma of coffee coming from his kitchen, classic Connor. He gets 2 cups of coffee ready and sits down right next to me on the couch, handing me a cup of coffee. I take a sip of the coffee, almost burning my tongue, but holy shit. This really is some bomb ass coffee.

"How does it taste? It's my first time making my own coffee." Connor asks nervously. I choke on my coffee. "This is your first time making coffee?! literally, amazing." I notice through my peripheral vision, that he blushes, and let's out a little giggle. He's so freaking adorable, it's kicking me in the chest. 

He puts his coffee mug down on the coffee table, asking "So, what are we going to start this incredible night off with? Netflix?" I immediately nod. It's like he knows me, it's the best. We decide to watch a horror flick, and I did not regret it. Everytime I would jump or get scared, he would start to panic and say "Oh my god, are you ok?" I thought it was the cutest thing ever.

C O N N O R

My god. I loved Troye's company. The environment automatically changes to calm and happy vibes. We decided to watch a movie, and Troye would glitch to everything, and I comforted him. After the movie ended, he fell asleep. Not on the couch or anything, but on my shoulder. I instantly got filled up with all these emotions and I didn't want to fight them off, because I was enjoying it. We fell asleep together that night, and it was one of the best moments I've ever experienced. 

The next morning, I woke up earlier before Troye. I went to the kitchen and made myself a cup of coffee. I went to go sit down in the lounging chair, and gazed over at Troye. He looks so cute when he's asleep, I thought to myself. With everything he did, it made me fall for him even more. He's become the person that I can tell anything and everything to, but I need to confess something to him; my crush on him. After 15 minutes have passed, Troye is slowly starting to wake up. 

"Morning, sleepyhead." I greet to him while his eyes flutter open.