A cup of coffee || LEESEONGHWA

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It was early in the morning when u got ready to leave n meet gray, he messaged that he will be at ur villa instead, so u waited for him.

U both were in ur room, u sighed n closed the door, "gray" u said n sat on the bed, he got closer n grabbed ur chin n pulled u closer but u stopped him, "I want to tell u something important?" U said, "go ahead babe" he said n looked at u seriously, u felt really nervous n didn't want to tell him but u had to ofc, "gray we r leaving for Canada" u said, "oh for how long?" He said, u started tearing up, "forever n I want to breakup with u" u said n gulped, "wtf what!?" He said, "why tf do u want to breakup!?" He said, "gray I know u can't stay in a long distance relationship there is no way u will do it I want u to be free" u said, "u can visit Korea from time to time Eva don't do this to us we just got in a relationship" he said, "i know u won't be able to do it gray" u said, "so u think I'll cheat on u Eva!?" He said, "no gray it's not-" he cut u off, "so u don't fucking trust me?" He said, "gray no that's not it" u said, "Eva wtf is it then?" He said, he got up n left, "gray let's talk this out plz" u said following him, "Eva there is nothing to talk about just leave me alone" he said, ur heart dropped, u didn't expect such a reaction from him, 'what if he is secretly happy that u left him? No ur just too negative' u thought to urself.

Gray didn't pick up ur calls or texted u back, it's been a while n today u will be leaving for Canada, u teared up almost everyday getting flashbacks of the memories u had with him, u gulped n put ur luggages in the trunk, hyunah was not ok as well, she seemed that she cried a lot, but u had a hard time also, but hyunah became really spoiled in Korea so u had to go back to Canada, u thought about what gray said to u that u don't trust him, it's true u didn't believe that he could not cheat on u while ur Canada becuz...becuz what? U didn't even know the reason, maybe u didn't believe that he loved u as much as he said he does n maybe that's becuz u never loved urself n don't believe that others will love u, it's true u didn't trust gray, that was the most thing needed in a relationship n u never had trust for him so what was the use.

U thought about gray the whole way to the airport, hyunah looked really upset, u wish to see gray one more time n hugged him one more time, u didn't know what u will do now.

After almost an year:

Gray did not text u, 2 years was a lot of time, it seemed like forever to u, it was hard to forget about gray even now, tho u didn't spend a lot of time with him in ur relationship but u did have other memories, a lot of memories, for which u cried everyday to sleep, after this u knew how much u actually loved gray, u didn't notice that when u were with him, but after leaving him ur heart broke, u realized u love him more than u thought u did, not even jay passes through ur thoughts as much as gray.

Today boyoung invited u, hyunah n ur mom to their house, a few other friends of boyoung will be coming as well so u got all ready to go.

Vancouver was very rainy, it rained almost everyday, it was a very bad weather today, but on ur way to their house the weather was quite alright, but when u arrived there it started getting worse, it was very windy n the rain didn't stop, so u all decided to stay, a few friends of boyoung were already gone, just 2-3 were left n u guys were left, zoey suggest that u all should stay becuz it was terrible outside, while u n boyoung were talking, yoona n hyunah went away, u always were scared for hyunah to hang with yoona, cuz yoona was really a bad company for her.