Leebury oneshots book

You Just know

A/n: this oneshot was inspired by the song Hey There Delilah, by Plain White T's. It's one of my favorite songs. Plus I was on a really long car ride and it came on- anyways, enjoy!
And also these are diary entries made by Lee-

September 1, 2019
          Sam is leaving for New York today. I'm gonna miss him so much but I know it's for the best. He's wanted this job since- forever. It would be selfish to keep him back here in Oregon. A little long distance never hurt anyone. That's the biggest lie I've ever heard. Either way, I know we are going to be together till the end. Nothing can split us up. I know we are just two stupid kids but I swear with my entire being, he's the one.

          The weather is- still rainy. It's been like this for a week. I don't mind the rain. I wish it could rain all the time.

          It's almost 9:00- time to go to the airport. I'll check in later-

Sincerely,
Me

September 1, 2019 (later)
          It is now almost 3:00. Sams only been gone for six hours.

          We drove to the airport just talking about what we were gonna do without each other. It sounds cheesy and dramatic but it's not. I talked about how I'd spend most time with James and my brother. Maybe my aunt but she can be a lot sometimes- Sam talked about how scared he was to start this new job. I reassured him telling him it would be ok.

          Then there was a bit of silence, I was listening to the heavy downpour against the metal roof of our car. The silence broke with Sam saying he loved me. I told him I loved him and that I would miss him so much. He said the feeling was mutual. He gently rested his head on my shoulder as I continued driving.

          I parked the car at the airport and help Sam carry his stuff inside. By the time we got into the spiny thing we were drenched. When we got to the seating by where he was supposed to check in I hugged him tightly and told him I loved him for the fiftieth time today. We kissed before he went to the heck in place then to security. We waved to each other as he walked off.

I missed him as soon as he was out of my sight.

          On the drive home I was completely silent. I just listened to the rain and watched the road.

          So now I'm just kinda sitting at home. I had a pb and j sandwich with some baby carrots for lunch. For dinner, I have a frozen lasagna. James invited me to see a movie with him tomorrow so yah- (remember when we could do thing?) anyways, I'm gonna watch up. Bye.

Sincerely,
Me

September 25, 2019

         Weather update: it's windy.

         Sams been gone for almost a month. I've spent a lot of time with James. We went to the movies the day after Sam left and go to coffee every morning. Sometimes Thomas, James' boyfriend, joins us. I spend time with my brother every week. We mostly just go for walks and watch movies. My aunt has reached out a couple times but I always say I'm busy, she kind of scares me. Maybe I should reach out to her? I mean at least she's trying to socialize with me- damn, now I feel bad. Sam and I FaceTime everyday, I always tell him he's the most beautiful person in that city- I don't think he believes me but it's true.

             I'm basically living off of frozen lasagna at this point.

             I'll check back when I can-

Sincerely,
Me

December 6, 2019 (happy birthday, sam_seabiscuit . Yes I did this on purpose)