Im fine.

Chapter 1

"How are you this morning sweetie." My mother asked me from the kitchen as I walked downstairs. My mother stayed looking on her phone as she fixed the pancakes.

"Im fine mom. Good morning." I pulled down my hoodie all the way, fixing the sleeves to where I could hide any evidence of what I did last night.

 I sat down at our dining room table, next to my sister Yuna. She was so beautiful. Her long platinum blonde hair was tied neatly into two pigtails. Dazzling rare reddish-brown eyes were focused on her homework. Pale and smooth skin shone in the light coming from the window.

I envy her so much.

 Unlike her, I had regular frizzy blonde hair. Bland Hazel eyes and rough tan skin. Not to mention, I had large thighs, big arms, big chest, and a even bigger stomach. I hated myself, so much. I wish things could change, I have tried starving myself but it only led me to eating more after my two-day milestone. I stood at a solid 250 pounds. So many flaws were seen just by glancing at me.

 "So, kids, I will not be home till at least 2am. Your father needs help at his office in the city so im gonna go help him. I left some cash on the counter and dont forget to tell Kayden that he has till tomorrow to return the car, UNHARMED." My mother, Bryce, said as she left out the door.

 Yuna and I finished eating breakfast and began to get ready for school. Keeping my SAO hoodie on I decided to just change into jeans and put my hair into a high ponytail. I applied concealer under my eyes and put some more bandages into my backpack cause I knew I was gonna need them.

 Finally, at 7:00 me and Yuna made it to the bus stop and stood there for a few minutes till the bus arrived. As we made our way to the back, Yuna kept saying how much she couldn't wait to see Dominic again. Dominic Reynn. Also known as one of the most popular boys in school, and known widely as Yuna Willows boyfriend.

 After thirty minutes of Yuna going on and on about all the stuff she did with him during winter break the bus let us off at school and I went straight to my locker, stuffing my things in until ll I was holding was my phone and my homework for first period.

 "Hey, fat bitch. Where the hell is my homework?"

Oh shit, I forgot to do it... I knew I needed those extra bandages. 

"Im sorry." My voice shook from the amount of fear in my voice. "I forgot to do it last night, I fell asleep as soon as I got ho-." Before I could finish my sentence I felt my face turn to the left by a harsh force and a dull pain was left on my cheek. He slapped me.

 Tears threatened to escape my eyes but I held them in, he always finds it fun to torture me. Tears is what keeps him moving. To Travis Griffin, pain and tears was his life force.

 "Next time, get your useless ass up and do my homework. Why did your parents even keep you? You mean nothing to the world, you should leave while you still can." He snickered then walked away.

 I hated him. I hated everything about him. His dark brown hair, his perfectly shaped face, his dark mesmerizing coal eyes, and that stupid laugh of his. I wanted him to leave me alone. I wanted him to end my pain. But he wouldn't, my life has been like this since we first moved to Riverbend. Why does my life have to go by agonizingly slow. What did I do for this world to resent me. To sentence me to this much abuse and suffering. To make my mental state so unstable.

 Cause I was born? 

 I guess that has to be it.

 Why was I even born?